Sunday, December 26, 2010

How do you see things ?

When you think that you are all mature and think in a good way, actually you are not.
That is happening on me now. I am childish.

As heard, ambitious people has open heart.
Not mind on tiny small things but aim for the big picture.
The Me now, so totally opposite, I am having a small heart now.
Get angry easily, emotionally, which is bad.
And a 22 girl should not be in this way anymore.

Seems like, I am still naive .
I think I need to attend some self improvement class =.=

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Tears don't buy

Tears don't buy.

Some people found tears as a tool to get attention or as someone's soft point.
Totally disagree with this because tears drop with reason.

I was upset being not trusted, I don't like to explain but for you I choose to.
Coz you the one I really care of and I wants to be transparent, no lie in between.
But I was furstrated when things been repeating and it seems like my explaination doesnt work at all. Baby, have u ever think on behalf of me ?
Coz I did.

I really hope things will work out, its definately not easy. It will be never easy for two to become one. Mistakes and disagreement happens, efforts is needed. You and me know how much we invested in, its hard for you, coz its a change of life in a way, so do me. However, I m having faith that these can be overcome. Its the journey that comes in willingness, tolerance , and love.

If you overlook the mad things than the happiness, things will never be happy.
Thats y there are ups and downs in life.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Baby Steps

Baby steps on my career for 6 months ? Hmmm... I wonder ..

Been having job huntings, interviews, travelling and life is not bad after all.
Time spending is getting lesser , no more little girl , I m a working lady now :p
no more wake up at 11am, say hello to 6.45am :(
hello petrol station, hello car park ticket, n hello JAM .

weekends will need to divide wisely; family, BeE , you , friends, kakis, outings....etc
n hello my precious weekends.
hello new environment.
last but not least HELLO to the NEW ME ! :D

Hopefully things will be fine starting from now :)

Cheers! ( missing Australia still )

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I m glad in a way.

Is good that I m not a stalker. haha
I timed myself 1 minute, yes, just ONE MINUTE.
Immued with all these.
:)
I m glad that I really made a wise decision from the very begining.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The day when I first saw u when I touched down, that face, I nearly wanna hug u.
Something stop me from doing that, u know, afraid of wrong message.
I asked, have u really waited me while I was away? You answered, I don't know.
Not gonna ask again although I want to know it so badly. It might not important.
Not thinking far but appreciate the current, thats what is in my mind.
I know, u care of me , I m more than a friend.
U said, it doesn't matter who m i, coz you wont treat me different. Sounds grey, but yeah, I accept the grey and prepare for any colour changes.
Afraid of commitment ? Who don't ?
So, tiny guy, shall you voice out ? lol

Don't ask me about our status, I unable to answer now.
It will be clear one day I suppose, regardless a good or a bad one.
I m prepared for either one.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

away from reality

Away from reality trip -- Singapore.
Spent 4 days there, meet up juin yee, shit face, ervin and my long lost sis, tsu peng. It was really an awesome trip.

Shopping, OMG~ Me Love !
If I have that money, I m gonna fill up my shopping list !
But, till then, budget.
This trip, basically : walk, spent,eat,drink.
How awesome isnt it ?

Its was said as away from reality trip. But something happened that really brought me into reality which is the final clear cut.
It will be a lie if I say there is no heart pinching yet this will be overcome.
At the sametime, motivated me to move on to the better one I m having now ?
Future are just too grey to plan, looking into the current is somehow a better option. I should forgo all the whateva official relationship it calls, go wild and be a bitch, how about that ? LOL

As I told juin yee, I m getting cin cai nowadays. I m seeking a longterm one. Sounds like a settle down plan, but its far away from that coz I m still young for alot of things. Somehow, this kinda thing always made us to be childish, imature yet in demand. Life is just complicated after all.

Should I just blind fold myself and just kiss someone ?
probly, the close my eyes and kiss someone will be a better option ? HAHA
oh well, enough of crap and heart pinching. I gotta move forward and seek for love. :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Love on First sight

I love u.... you....yes YOU ! I mean YOU !


MONDAINE A669.30305.11SBC EVO BIG DATE LADIES WATCH


You are in such a "good" price... WHY ? !

Well, I think I need to put you in my list first.
Hope to get you one day. Yes, one day~ ( which I have no idea when is it~)
need to be patient at the same time~

*with love* :)

Monday, August 23, 2010

Photo Love


I Love this awesome group photo !


Love the Bears with love.


My lover since primary, imagine that!


The love of Bitch.


The Family LOVE.

Picture paints a thousand words, I have no more words but touched.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Honeymoon with Spoonie in SYDNEY !

awesome trip ! Its a jalan-jalan cari makan trip !
Had romantic dinner, the best ever high-tea at darling harbour !
Life was just at its Greatest !
Awesome seafood in Fish market !
Seriously, this is the best ever trip, although it was just 3 days trip.

Time flies, I feel like it was just started, yet it is coming to an end.
Soon gonna say bye bye to Adelaide.
Gonna miss the life and the people here !

I couldn't imagine the day I say bye bye to Adelaide. :(

Thursday, August 12, 2010

11th August 2010, One of my Big Day

Peeps ! I am here to announce that I am graduated from my Degree! :D
Convocation was held yesterday. It was GREAT !

I m here specially thanks to Pig friend who shared my greatest moment in my life, and thanks for everything she did. Flowers and BIG TEDDY ! :D

Thanks for all my lovely friends who skipped their lecture to attend my convocation, I am much appreciated their attendance. The feeling name TOUCHED.

SPOONIE, we had this wonderful day together, BIG SMILE !

My lovely FAMILY, all the way from home, wittness me on graduation cap and gown, walked on stage, took over the certificate, smile to the camera. That cert cost them ALOT ( in terms of everything). I am so glad being their daughter they willing to invest on me, might not be a proud daughter as return, but I am much appreciate what they have gave to me.

Greetings from people made me feel so loved.

Also, not to forget the express mailed teddy, that brought me another big smile ! :D

After party was AWESOME ! Mix of feelings, happy + sad. Happy to have a huge group of friends spending the FUN TIME on dance floor, sad that this moment its ending. There will be no longer similar faces around me that I used to be with in the awesome year in Adelaide. Yea, I have no more words to describe this.

Till then, Its another begining stage of LIFE. Wish me LUCK.

*Love*

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Tasmania, explore the possibilities

I love Tasmania.
Simply love the scenery there.
Tasmania, a small place where their casino are just 30% of Adelaide's Casino size.
A place which surrounded by nature.
A place which is more beautiful than city.

We had an awesome tour guide. Forget bout the GPS in Tasmania, it just leading us the wrong way always.
We had the most expensive boat ride BUT it was worth it after all !
We experienced the 50km/h wind speed on top of the mountain, where I nearly fly away and frozen face.

Loving Tassie !

Monday, July 26, 2010

Trips

Me likey trips, bring me more baby ! haha

Mt Gambier was nice to visit, a place where blue lake exists !
The driving journey was tiring, probly to say that I did not sleep for the previous night. BUT, me love driving ! :D

Saw an OBESE dog while on the way to work, is cute.
BeE BeE, u better not be as fat as that k.

Nothing much recently, probly in love with baking and making food ?
Brownies~ was not bad after all.
Masterchef drove me that passion ! :p

I sense something different, something that should be happen but then it happens now.
Its a good start I should say, till the day we say goodbye that wont add on the hard feelings.
We feel them, we sense them, we hide them.
Till the day we say goodbye, I dare not think of that actually.
Reality, I should say.
I m not a person who willing to make effort though I know we actually might be able to make it but I have choosen the word ' reality' and 'fact'. That somehow, stop all the efforts that should be invested.
A decision yet to be made, but the answer is already there since long time.
I wanna spend a wonderfull time that able to capture a nice picture of you and me that will be captured in my life for sure. That you were the person who had great time with me.
I Appreciate.


:)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Officially missing you

Can't nobody do it like you,
say every little thing you,
hey baby say stays on my mind,
And I'm officially missing you.

By Tamia.

Love this song so much like seriously.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Besides, my dear friend Mr Qamal is finally in a relationship !
haha....seriously I am really so happy for him ! Congrates AH MAL !!!

Been doing nothing much besides outings with lovely friends !
Its time to feel young till the max !
Bitch till the max !

wheeee~ :D

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Scams

Yeap, I got rental scam like seriously. Apparently i m the 2nd victim for this similar case on the same apartment. So, i think the landlord is such an asshole! U BIG FAT CHEATER !

Anyway, I planned the worst & hoping for the best.

Was emotional break down, feeling so bad to speak to my parents.
I was literally speechless with tears for 10 seconds when on phone with daddy.
The moment he said: Its ok. That just increased my tears, I felt so warm n touched.

I m so glad that my beloved friends are helping me in this matter. They walked me to the police till the bank. They provide me temporary shelter. They feed me great dinner on my bad day. They gave me alternatives to seek for. They concerned my financial status make sure I wont starve. LOL . They asked me rest well n stay positive.

Really big glad I have u all with me oversome this shit. I really appreciate.

Once again, Thanks n Love u all.

Fraudulent

Dear readers,

We learn fraudulent in our contract law. and guess what? I m into this serious shit.

I was fooled by this landlord and so called lawyer that I m losing $1100 and homeless as well. Serious shit i know.

Was emotional break down, and glad that my lovely friends were there with me. So, people, please be carefull when dealing with all these contract thingy. I learned my lesson, a good one.

So , anyone wanna give me shelter ?

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Heard

I heard you asked kiss from her. If I not mistaken.
If my assumption is true, I dont feel a single guilt of what am I doing now.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Songs

When you tell me that you love me - Dianna Ross
This song used to be my childhood song, daddy used to play it often when I was 3. I sang along everytime it plays n there made up a song that we sing before bed. Cute i know. :D

The man who can't be moved - The Script
This song was played one night when we both had a night out. It was then agreed that this was our favorite song.

With you- Chris Brown
A song that u said its dedicated to me.

三人- 张韶涵,郭静,范玮琪
This song really sing for us ! Chee yan, Juin Yee and Me.

A song sings a story. :)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

If we ever meet again

I am in love with this song, thanks to Tai Wai Sum. LOL !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDKva-s_khY

the lyrics come in : If we ever meet again.

Sweet lyrics blended in a pop song, awesome combination. Me likey !

Currently in library feeling so tired + hungry + alot more to go = GG.com

Ohya, not forget to mention that Ervin bought an awesome speaker that I ever had which i would not willing to spend for a boosting speaker which specially for ipod + other gadgets= COOL !
n then he said it was belated birthday present... =________________= "
what kinda belated is this ? OMG damn LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

n the speaker is superb heavy, how m i going to bring back?
he answered: thats your problem ! ( very "sweet" i know !)

oh well, now is not the good time to play with the yau yeng speaker, wait till after exam then.

focus focus ! u bitch !

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

time time TIME !

time one: okay...assignments season over, now time say hello to exam.

time two: searching new shelter, n i realize i always have staying/living problem. LOL hopefully i will get through all these, is really annoying sometimes.

time three: just realise that the visa doesn't go from what i wanted to. SHIT ! plan gg.com

n how i realise time flash ! It feels like I was just arrived here n then now is not gonna be that story anymore.

Time to think what I really want to and what I need to for my future?
sounds so not student :s
I like the way being a student and just being crazy over whateva it is.

Lastly, exam in 2 weeks time. I hope I can go through all them, wish me luck and all the best to all my friends.


Question of the day: Would you prefer to miss someone or to care someone ? lol

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

never understand when bad mood comes

Too much unhappy things happen ! too much !
angry on little tiny things just drown myself from being cheerful. Damn !

I was being very tolerate, very. but now is reaching the red line.
The house is never tidy!
All the books collected from the recycle bin, please take them away from my house. My house is more than enough being a store room.
All the empty boxes n whatever cables please clear them off.
All the bottles and caps, throw them off !
All the plates n used tools please place them back after cleaned.
Unwanted food please clear off.
Wash the bathroom mat atleaset once ?? rather than let it soaking wet on floor ? I swear i been washing it for the past few months.
The dustbin is always full, which i never und. I even found things thrown in before a plastic bag place in.
I m feeling my house is in a huge mess everytime i step in.

I suddenly remember that : If i take the room, then u all cannot cook. SO, What are u doing now to me? Adding more various fragrance from breakfast till dinner to my room ?? I m seriously had a big step back but pls dont take this as advantage and not being a little responsible ? ok, it can be say that i willingly step back n u didnt force me to. ok, just say i m a stupid then.
Ok whateva~ I m just being like a grumpy kid n making noise here. Just forget bout it.

Sometimes, I just need a good good own time.
Probly i need some party time. :p
Cheers mate!

Monday, May 17, 2010

mood swing

Mood swing. I name it this week.
Need something to make myself happy atleast.

:)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Ebay

Blame the person who introduce EBAY !
Ebay:
- a place for window shopping
- a place for bidding
-a place for hunting almost everything
-a place where u desire to win
- a place where is related to paypal= ur bank account = money gone

okay, whatever it is, I m into ebay recently. thanks to my housemates who are having more n more parcels in that made me feel that : I WANT 1 TOO~
peer pressure ! very nice ! LOL but dont worry, i m still holding my kiam siap spirit !

ohya, had a long hours intenational phone calls. like very long... OMG
i hope my cap is still in safe zone, if not, it will be a MASSIVE figure !
But, it was a phone call that put a smile on ur face. :) once in a while ~ ok la~ =.=

I know my blog is getting boring, because the fun size girl is having lesser party nowadays. Too good to be true. dont believe? my facebook photos prove all.

'服务员', this 3 words. sensitive issue. Dont mess up with me with this 3 words.
It is a bias case scenario. but YES, it just happened to be like that !
I DON'T CARE~

k la, enough being grumpy like a kid here. More assignments to go. I am moving like a tortise, not productive at all. GG.com

Till then, have a great weekend. :D

Friday, May 7, 2010

Photo in love

Having fun in photo editing recently.
Not to say very good in that but oh well, just having fun on it. :D





BeE BeE ! How can i not miss u when i see this !

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

In love with good trips

okay, pig friend been complaining that i did not update my blog. So, i m gonna update all now. hehe

Had a girls road trip to Barossa and Vistor Harbour. Driving was fun and I m in love with Peter L ! Had a really nice photoshooting in Jacob's Creek, jumping shoot ! thanks to the Bear photographer.

Queensland visits was great ! able to meet up yuin thing. Wayne, her bf was really friendly and helpfull. Thanks alot. What I love the most in Queensland is the beach, the waves especially. It was just simply awesome ! haha
Realised I m old, theme park is like no longer my type of thing, yet I m still enjoying ! :D

Joined the surfing trip organised by Uni. It was AWESOME GREAT ! LOVE IT MAX ! Its really my type of thing, wheeeee~ BUT, the result was wholebody aching, I guess is really a good way for muscle training. Hope to do it again. :D

Besides, Bear n I were having some photo printing at Harvey Norman. The price are really in good deal making me planing to print more photos. hehe

Assignments are pilling up, macam choo-choo train sial yet I m slacking like no body business. Damn me !

' Its hard to find someone who really cares u alot', I had a smile when read this.
I have a feeling, when the day we dont need each other as 精神寄托, the memories will be keep nicely, and that people will be stated as 'someone special'.

As someone said, sad memories wont last long, as it will end but the good ones will always be there'. I agree with this statement.

till then, is time back to deal with the choo-choo train. :)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Happy Easter !

The difference of Malaysia and Australia timing are on new track, which is 1.30 hours difference.

Went LADY GAGA'S concert, it was NICE !
RAR RAR telephone ! HAHA
oh ya, the concert here did not come with encore. LOL
N so the concert end with BAD ROMANCE. A nice one !

Its easter week ! Eggs and rabbits are here ~ hehe gonna own them !

To add on: I m not in any relationship. Although we are really close till out of expectation.
But yeah, I just wanna hanging around.
I dont wanna involve into obligation nor commitment yet.
There is always an reason why m i holding this decision and i think it is still fine for the situation.

I might be foolish sometimes of holding some whateva shits it call but yeah, things are in grey which i decided to.
I hope someday / oneday, i can read myself clear. Or to be specific, till the day i decided to read my mind clear.

Anyway, apart from the grey's stuffs.
Looking forward for tomorrow Easter Party ! Wheeeeeee~ Rabbit !

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL !

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Happie 22nd Birthday Spoonie!

Time flies ~

Fork & Spoon has been together for 3 years.( according to spoon) LOL

and on the 31st March 2010 is her 22nd Birthday ! Yup ! all the very best to youuuu dear spoonie !


Time after time:



@ 19th



@20th



@21st



@22nd



Time still counting, so do fork n spoon !
HUGSSSSS
with love

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Back in Aussie Land

Dropped by Perth before Adelaide. It was a really nice trip and the awesome part was I get to drive in Australia ! muahahaha... yup yup ! A cool experience of driving 12 hours n more...wheeeeeee~
The very first experience of staying backpackers' accomodation was fun as well, haha.
Also, specially thanks to Boon n Jessie's friends who drove us around.

Apart from the trip, my new house is fine, getting to adapt the 'new' environment.

Visited house in Coorara, n there spoonie gave an awesome pressie ! Thanks !
Is an edited combination photos we had for the past 4 years ? LOL , yea,time flies~

For the past few days, back here, feelings wasnt that excited as I thought. Like something is missing. Yea, I think I m missing someone and I actually made a call. Yup, SO NOT ME!

After a long chat in Coorara, advices brought up. I got them all.
N I actually spoken to Mr. E as well. Decision is on me, yet I choose to turn it grey. I just dun wanna be clear. I m afraid of making the wrong decision.

Dear JY in singapore, how u been doing ? Are u doing alright ? NUS a stress place but I know u can make it with a blast over there !

Zincy Bear is just 5 floors away from me, she seems doing alright. Her housemates treating her fine I suppose. This daddy's girl is finally away from home n yeap ! she grown up alot ! I mean mentally, thats what I sensed from her ! Good one :D proud of you girl.

Dear Spoonie, dont get upset k, things will be fine. Tomorrow will be better ! Need help, let me know k. Hugs

Its been weeks I didnt get to webcam with family, coz i have not get my internet connection yet. Not to say homesick, just wanna see them if they are fine and do they miss me ? :p
n not to forget the so like me (short n round) BeE BeE ! miss hugging her !

Ohhhhhh welll, gonna buck up for this final semester ! Like gonna be those japanese who always tie a cloth on forehead saying 必胜??? LOL

Love to all.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Twen Teen Two

Hi all, yea... i m officially Twen Teen Two !

Specially thanks to Animals friends and chen huey !
Omg, they are just too good in bringing me HUGE SURPRISE ! I seriously mean it ! LOL
The drama queen pig fren pretending she was emo,ask me go yum cha even in the 2am?
Then both chen huey and dog fren was hiding in the car n freak me out in a sudden !
My voice level reached MAXIMUM ! and luckily the glass did not break !
Yea, only people in the car knows what happen ! HAHA

stayed overnight at pig's place, had bacardi apple ! fuyoh damn on ! haha
then as usual chatted till 5am. then 9am for dim sum.
next, they forced me to choose birthday present and paid directly but the pressie was great ! I like !
Ang ang, huat ar ! haha

Dinner with family was good as well ! hehe

Wishes from friends and loveones, Efforts from friends and family, I appreciate them really much!

The sharp 12 call from Mr. Pork was sweet.

Ohya, not to forget the dinner in bangsar thou it wasn't for birthday purposes but its still great :D

oh well, i m now at this age, n i m kinda lost for my future. Is time to really have a plan.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

CNY and Vday

HI ALL !

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

May u all have an awesome year and on the special day !


Friend asked me HOW WAS MY Vday ?
Heres how i answered :

I received nothing ! but it is reasonable, coz i dun have bf.

LOL, I like my answer ! perasaanya~

But anyhow, me hereby wishing all having proesperity,healthy,happiness Tiger year ! RAWR~

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Yellow

Look at the stars,
look how they shine for you.
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

In love with this song, and Pret agreed with me. hehe

My dear ex-housemate are too busy clubbing.
Shit la, when is my turn ???
Me wanna be happening tooo... haha :p

Ben said I looks FAT when webcam with him. Shit... i know... n yea...i need to drop 3 kg ! ( ish, is just so hard to drop 3 kg)

Pret gave me a compliment on my display photo on msn. LOL... words that is kinda surprise when i heard coz it was suppose to be a word that never use to describe on me.

Still, miss JY.
Hope to see u soon !

And Fanny ! I have not been seeing you since i m back la ! U busy woman. haha.

Basically, this is post is up due to i m tooooo freeeee.... LOL
Hopeing to have something good for this summer break.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

礼物`

Love this song at the first sight / heard, intro by siew lin.
finally catched up with bear and mei yan. shopping was fun ! hehe
had sing k session with lin er, spoonie,qamal and kelvin yeoh. first time ever with this combination of group ( i refer to qamal n kelvin, LOL )

Also, not to forget the catch up session with my cousin sisters. How i realise time past that fast that the 2 used to be little primary girl has now turn up to be teenage. Listening story bout their school life was so fun that how i wish I am the highschool girl as well.

CNY is soon, dog fren , cant wait to see u !!
Gonna really catch up with the beloved animals fren.

Reached Malaysia, i feel that i m more dumbo.
Scene 1 : Kim Gary

waiter: Sorry, the member card cant be use, coz today is public holiday.
me: huh ? Then ?
waiter: Means, there will be no discount although u have the member card.
me: Owh .... ( shit, isnt that i should know well ? =.=" )

Scene 2: Traffic
As usual, my driving skills doesn't really improve coz people still like to bully me.
My parking skills, still sucks !

Scene 3: Money
I cant really know how to count the coins, seriously. I took so long to come out 70 cents in all 10cent, the cashier was like : Faster pleaseeeee... LOL


Things are still in between. Haiz....yea..... B* i know !

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Malaysia Land ~

Yeap , I am back from the kangaroo land, spending the summer holiday here.
The awesome thing is, i took the flight all by myself for the very first time. LOL
It might be something shamefull yet its true ~

Forgo sleep since 9am till i m on board the next day 6.50am flight, took a nap till i reach Melb.
Waited another 5 hours for my international flight to Malaysia.
The journey was tiring but great ~ hehe...

Carrying 4 bags wasnt that easy after all. My shoulder still aching.
n stupid Melb airport, luggage trolley need to pay $4 for renting it ! money sucker !

Got on ktm with mom today, found out that i actually miss adelaide tram .
finally get to drive after exactly 6 months ? n driving is fun ~ haha...
I asked karmen whether did she miss smith ? She answered YES ( actually me either LOL )

Sadly to say that BeE BeE didnt recognise me at the 1st night itself, she ran away from me... i was kinda upset that moment. But, the next day, she was all fine. She kissed me, n that claimed all for the previous night. hehe

Basically, is time to have catch up time with beloved friends.
More stuff to do yo ~

Photos :

* Kangaroo land from JerStar

* Its cloudy when reaching Malaysia ( from Airasia)

* The sombong dog
:)

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2010

Bye 2009, Hello 2010 !

Time flies, yea...it really flies without me knowing.
2009,
the year I was 21,
the year I went through up n down,
the year I m away from my home,
the year I meet new people,
the year I got freedom which I desired,
the year I holds my own decision.

I realised,
how much I misses my home,family,
how much I misses my friends,
how great that webcam has created.

2010,
Its time to plan for future.
Its time to be matured.
Its time to really be independent.

Time does change things.

CHEERS ALL !
HAVE A GREAT 2010 !