JY visits day 2

yea...i m home... just back from breakfast dim sum with dear JY & CY....
stayed overnight at CY house...yea...what we did???

1) lunch at kim gary
- suppose to searching lengzai...but guess what??? kena tipu... ZERO lengzai there... LOL....
- ate super full lunch coz it is set lunch... yea.... i order horlicks again.... haha...
- got camwhore again in kim gary...haiz...biasa la... :p

2) sing k at RED BOX
- yea...is student price RM 7 ++... whee..... ^^
-as usual... sang those emo song... LOL...
- n GUEESS WHAT?? there is a great looking guy manager... OMG ~ he really in my list... LOL.....

3) window shopping
- i really window shopping while CY get to buy her favorite shoe that she desired long long time....
yea.... that blackie high heels... ^^

4) dinner at CY house
- CY mummy cooked great dishes, yea...i miss the steam egg.... is REALLY NICE !!!!!

5) night session ( midnight)
- what else??? ALCOHOLIC agian... wahahahaha
- this time is the little vodka... only 5 % , aiya....wont drunk okay.... but very filling... n JY is asking for more ( beer) ..lol...
- oh well.....besides girls talk.... n ofcoz camwhore again.... LOL


* JY's order : u r not allow to be emo or sad after tonight if not i sure wack u up....

here comes the camwhore pics :




* see the 2 cutie here....




* ya....the lame poser...



* alcoholic night 2: pyjamas theme... lol



* yea.... the poser....


p/s JY , i will gonna miss u very muchie... muacks muacks... take care ...HUGS..

love,
tsu

JY visits day 1

oh kay...... is the 9am now...n i just bathe my BeE...yea...she very good girl today...reward her some treats... ^^

JY came subang 3 days 2 night before she move her ass to singapore....
okayyy...what we did ya??

lunch with CY family at subang airport there, wow.....the 'wine chicken' taste really RICH man.... seriously my first time having so rich dishes...but overall the food there is good....yea....should lead my daddy eat there next time...haha.... ^^

after lunch, we spent out little shopping at giant....yea..... whats the purpose??? shop for alcohol... whee...... wahaha.... ALCOHOLIC.... ^^

at 7 pm, 3 of us dinner at Station 1 taipan with julian n my bro....
there serious nice place where can play darts... oh ya...didnt know my darts skills is that good untill i get kinda great shoot....wahaha... appluse~
besides, chor dai di n tumbling tower... ^^

almost 10pm, off our ass back home n shower... oh ya...CY the girl get to stay over night at my house...is seriously a surprise from her daddy..haha....

when the clock turns to nearly midnight.....ngek ngek ngek..... IS OUR DRINKIING TIME !!!!!

ask my bro open the wine for us, n ask him drink along...but end up he cabut... =.=" yala....he still not 18 yet... :p

so, 3 of us DOWN the whole bottle in bout 2 hours.... had some girls talk... yea....girls talk..haha...
is was a wonderfull night, yea...i enjoyed it muchie....
NONE OF US DRUNK ^^ aiyo...is only red wine :p

ohya...CY unable to sleep whole night coz she didnt bring her BEAR along... =.="
n now she is sleeping soundly while me n JY already awake... shhhhh.......

currently here for now... to be continue......

dear readers,

i been reading articles whole night long....yea...surprisingly....

is kinda crazy that when assignments i so hate to read articles but now i m reading them in my holiday... LOL

i finish CY's 2 books n my own book... none of them is novel... but talk bout life...yea..i mean LIFE

my reading genre is bout life....oh wow.... should i proud of myself??? haha...
however, i wonder how my life would be??? yea...no one knows how thier life will be...

last time, i used to love novel that comes with non stop story line...but now... i love LIFE book....yeah....LIFE...^^ but not bible la... just i love reading the author's life or points of view...

there is a book that i m targeted damn long... but rite...the book is damn not cheap that i always pause myself purchasing it....
oh well...life is like that.. willing to spent RM 70 on a bag but not on a book???? :s what on earth????

oh well....what i gain from all the reading articles???
besides spending my time, ya...i do gain something from that... oh...reading is excellent !!! I LOVE READING !!!! ( crossing my fingers) :p

yea...today is all bout reading...

love,
xian who is shy but loving :p

okay....there is none topic here...
blog just to spent my time in this middle night of 1.47am...
y? becoz dear fork n spoon dun allow me sleep to accompany her waiting her cousin loading photos to her....
so....i m here write something to spent my time....
sigh....dear girl...i m really sleepy le....
however, this call the fork n spoon spirit that i m here spending my time for her... :p
wahaha...so fork n spoon r u touched??? tisk* tisk*

what else to write???
ohya..i did research on langkawi trip....yea....my holiday target... whee....hope it come true...^^

also, i cant wait to meet my dear JY as she be leaving m'sia soon...nvm... i will be stick in her room once i have the chance visit her in somedays...hehe... hmm...just miss her so muchie... must hug her lots..wahaha... i dun care how she reject..i will force her let me hug...wahaha....

N dear bear (CY), we long time didnt shopping d.... i miss the shopping time we had few months ago....

ohya, lala asking me go bar celona this saturday.... with her frens...sigh....i know none in her group la... so not really demand on that... I DEMAND KL club....hahaha.... hello~ who say clubbing is showing bad girl attitude??? i m still very good girl image okay.... bla bla bla...

serious nothing to write d.... fork n spoon allow me sleep not???? *sleepy eyes*

just here....

yes...i m just back from pahang...
the night before pahang, alot flash back memories...yea...is back randomly...is back again...
i m not blaming nor hating myself of the flashing back...coz is all sweet n good ones....
ya.....my sweetest memories i can say....

i cant own them now but i owned them before...ya...they were with me....
ppl might not understand y m i that so sad... as even myself cant und that...
ya...is always a tight pain when the sad visit me, really a heartbroken...
is not heal yet..not heal now...mayb later...but no idea when will it be...

advice from most ppl : stop love him d... dun put on anyhope..there are more for u out there...

ya....i can und what they said n y they said that...
i might love him lesser as time goes on...but just not now...still dun think i able just stop right now although i know there is nothing there...
yea...i admit myself...the love is still here like it will not end.. oh dear~

ya....what i can do is face it silently...let the silence be...
tears wont be my cure but just something that release out my sufferness....
yes....he dint know how i pass by my days , how much tears i got in my nights, how down i m that nearly black off, how i hide all these without letting my parents notice as i dun wan they worry me... yea....he didnt know all this....

all the silence hurt is here...just here...

random outing

ok....i sleep till 1030am n dad ask BeE wake me up.... =.="

then i continue some stuff that i did half way last night....
then all the random outing starts here....

Random 1 : lunch with chin wei ( secondary buddy)

CW: hey, i taught u said wanna consult me? so when only u free???
me: oh ...i got dinner tonight so i m free for day time..
CW: ok ! lets lunch now... i fetch u after my shower
me: oh ok..

had lunch at a so called air-cond mamak, then had all the consulattion with him... oh well...
btw, i get something diff from his advice..

" i und ur feeling very well, i been like this even till now, so to make urself better is either u meet a new one or u stop thinking is ur fault that cause the break up, then u wont feel that bad"

" i know u will feel urself causing the break up n being very regret, i went through that last time, but one thing i wanna say is, love is always unable to handle once u really love a person"

"so u better make urself as busy as possible to avoid thinking the sad thing... especially u r in holiday now..."

thanks chin wei for being my consultan...

reach home bout 2pm n go online n another random outing happen

Random 2: photographing with andrew at putrajaya (NS buddy)

andrew: hey girl, u know the way to putrajaya?
me: roughly, y?
andrew: my assignmnets theme is sunset at putrajaya n i dunno the way to there...
me: oh, how ?
andrew: can i drive u n u lead me the way? bout 5 pm later...
me: oh ok....

once reach there, oh dear...the view there is so lovely nice... n i got few shot in my camera...

* warm blue sky n tough bridge

* the sun shines

* i love this most....

outing 3 : girls night out dinner ( not random but planned)

dinner at williams n murni....what a great eater are we...haha....
oh well...i m so inlove the longan ribena at williams, roti hawaii & cheese nan at murni...
as usual, we r the most noisy group n everywhere can notice us with the loud talking n laughing... :p
but in conclusion, i m freaking FULL.....
N ofcoz......we r camwhore again !!!! haha

* lala( driver), CY, jessie, susan n ME

okay....this is all the random outings that accompany u from being lonely n sad....so TSU ZIAN u better be ok..better be good...better heal ur wound... better make urself stronger... !!!

night out~

wheee.....finally final is end...yeah....
however...i m worry my today paper....haiz....speechless..speechless...

oh well....hmmm.....deep breath ~

date: 30/06/2008

time: 4.50pm - 11.30pm

venue: 1U, the curve

ppl: lala, meiyan,jessie, fork&spoon

after our paper, i return home n refresh myself (litttle make over), then off to 1U n have some shoppings...yeah.....

ohya, before that we visit susan new house n i just love her room mirrorso much...haha...jessie agreed with me....

the purpose to 1U is lala wanted to buy bikini for her coming lagoon visit, she just so demand on bikini..i wonder y...haha...walked quite a few shops n finaly she got one !

had dinner at KFC, then we off our ass to the curve.....wahaha.....

once reach the curve, decison making strategy happen... Scarlet or Laundry??

Laundry: alot ppl, no music but a big screen for euro....

Scarlet: freaking less ppl, but got music...price kinda reasonable

conclusion: SCARLET !

when we reach there, there is only table of ppl there due to the still early time....

our group decision is NO BEER....so we order LIQUOR lo..... :p

jessie: green apple vodka

me: citrus vodka

susan: vanilla vodka

meiyan: red vodka

lala: blue vodka

all kinds of vodka....wahaha....oh well is girls night !

we CHEERS for it....cheers for all the good things to come....

then we started our chit chat n being camwhore ! ^^

suddenly, there come a random guy...trying to kacau after he got high with his alcohol i think...

talking all the nonsense, being laughing himself, i was like excuse me ~

okay....lala starting to said i m being lunci to that guy...so what?! i really cant stands him n i already hinting him to away by saying BYE BYE....n guess what? he still stick to our table.. OMG~

however, he finally back to his own table after few times visits....

i dedicated the song LOW n wish jessie early happy birthday...then since is our favorite song ofcoz we got some body movement along the music..^^

susan gave me a hug, n saying dun sad d k? forget the sad things... oh dear, is so touched n warm, i do feel like crying but i control my tears...

due to my curfew, so we leave scarlet at bout 11.15pm...n being camwhore with a huge poster at G floor ( jessie ideas)

while on the way back, the high way is brighten with lights n is actually kinda nice view of driving...n lala keep ask me got drunk anot... hello~ is just a glass of vodka my dear.... but somehow i do hope i really can drunk n pause my thinking awhile... but nvm...i still enjoy the night !

on the way back, i m emo again...errr....

i drive quietly, feelings back again....

yes.....my wound is not heal yet....not heal.....

here...still pain.....

guess need lots of healing process...

here comes with all the camwhore pictures.... :p

* camwhore at susan's mirror

* the girls night with vodka...




*my citrus vodka

* lala, jessie,ME,susan

*view from Scarlet, i love it !