away from reality

Away from reality trip -- Singapore.
Spent 4 days there, meet up juin yee, shit face, ervin and my long lost sis, tsu peng. It was really an awesome trip.

Shopping, OMG~ Me Love !
If I have that money, I m gonna fill up my shopping list !
But, till then, budget.
This trip, basically : walk, spent,eat,drink.
How awesome isnt it ?

Its was said as away from reality trip. But something happened that really brought me into reality which is the final clear cut.
It will be a lie if I say there is no heart pinching yet this will be overcome.
At the sametime, motivated me to move on to the better one I m having now ?
Future are just too grey to plan, looking into the current is somehow a better option. I should forgo all the whateva official relationship it calls, go wild and be a bitch, how about that ? LOL

As I told juin yee, I m getting cin cai nowadays. I m seeking a longterm one. Sounds like a settle down plan, but its far away from that coz I m still young for alot of things. Somehow, this kinda thing always made us to be childish, imature yet in demand. Life is just complicated after all.

Should I just blind fold myself and just kiss someone ?
probly, the close my eyes and kiss someone will be a better option ? HAHA
oh well, enough of crap and heart pinching. I gotta move forward and seek for love. :)