slept kinda late last night, n wake up early today.
went college did payment , meet ms malar , library to spent time wait my mom...
n something happen in library door... okay.... cant mention here coz need me demo only can feel it... but conclusion is ' proven lunci '.

however, i end up follow CY's car back home.
got gossip session with carmen, MY & CY while waiting carmen reach her time to mcb block lecture. oh well..... gossip girls ~

reached home, suppose to bathe BeE but end up catch movie with lala... Dark Knight
I personally like this movie, although is long hours but is nice !
I m impressed with the so real half face...they just made it looks so real !
okay... mass commies did great job !
sigh.... mass com... my choice of course before i step into tbs.... however, nvm la....since i m half to business course d....

* i hope what Mr. George said is real..... please...must be real... thanks

开学了！

妈妈突然说我不漂亮了，说我憔悴。
妈妈不懂我的‘最近’，这代表我隐藏得好？
不懂不懂。。。


爸爸，最近一直按计算机。
我知道为什么。
吃着甜橙的我，顿时觉得苦酸。
爸爸安静的计算的样子，我心里不好受。
心理突然想说：“爸爸，辛苦了！”

觉得自己没能帮轻爸爸负担，
爸爸，你辛苦吗？

miracle, can u please come to me ????
i need u.......

i m seriously dead....
what happen to me recently????
y...???? pls tell me what happen to me recently.....

i seriously need to pass my econs... seriously.... please.....
dear uniSA, can u please pass my econs???? i beg u.... please....

I WISH FOR MIRACLE, PLEASE COME TO SAVE MY ECONS, COULD U ???
i m seriously need u.... please..... i m begging..... please....

yours truthfully,
liong tsu zian
25/07/2008

MUFFIN D@Y

Went susan's crib with CY, MY & clare for muffin day ! wheee ^^

overall, the process quite smooth n our baby muffin is on earth after the hour of time.....

taste not bad.... yea la.... not that serious bad la... eatable.... haha

after that, chill at susan's house n being camwhore with her lappie....

what i can say is, i m damn serious CAMWHORE ! i honestly admitl here....LOL

i will upload the lappie camwhore pics soonie once i get from susan. :p

let the pictures talk:

step 1

step 2

step 3

TADAAAAAA... our baby oreo muffin on earth ~

the gila posing but random....

back our ass home bout 5.30pm.....

once i reach home, dad told me bout BeE's runaway story...

stupid BeE, if u really runaway i will cry sadly wei , coz u part of my life d... i warn u ! no step out the gate without my permission... u so tiny, ppl's car cant see u .. dangerous ! promise me k?

okay, i pronous here, msn dun wan me, my hp nearly dun wan me, sad !

result on its way, super panic !

n one more thing..... i been told not studying abroad.... yea.... is obvious that i hoping study abroad... but dad made his final decision... so, yea....kinda emo.

n most emo is the words from dad :

dad: i got something tell u

me: oh?

dad: u study locally ok? it will be very tight finance if papa sent u oversea, coz that time didi is in college time too...

me: ooo..... ( seriously dun feel good)

dad: sorry yea, papa unable give u the chance to study oversea...

me: is ok papa, nvm... smile*

what made me felt worst is the SORRY from my dad....

a dad apologise to the daughter of unable sent her to study abroad.... i dunno how u guys feel, but it does gave me big impact, seriously.... i can really hug my dad n cry.. the feelings which words cant describe...

i mayb sad of my dreams of studying abroad has been call off but the worse feelings i sense how my dad feels, he even apologize to me ~ this mean he knew what i wished for my dream, but he just cant fullfill his girl's dream that made him feel sorry?? i m speechless

I seriously realize this month, i m really into emo-ing....

super sad of the relationship thingy, all the holiday plans just call off, n now this....

oh dear, what should i need to do for myself???

i feel myself losing balance in emotional... i m serious

tuesday

catched movie -RED CLIFF with cy & lala at summit...
i love the story line n the genre but dumb ass the ending is " to be continue"...
can u imagine the feelings when u were expecting the great war happening but turn up the stupid word on screen???? all of us is like ZHA DOU !
is like a feeling sort of got cheated, rather watch DARK KNIGHT man...atleast got some proper ending... lol

after that went book fair & finally got a book on hand then off home.
now atleast i got some book with me cure my boringness.. hehe

wednesday

visited clare's house, & i love her room so so so so much especially her individual bathroom.... ^^
dinner with clare, kok & susan at some mamak who serve nice food at subang.
the effect is i m still damn full till now... omg~ fats increASE !

had a great chat with them, n suddenly talk bout exam....
fork n spoon really sense the sudden panic... heartbeating real fast~
clare treat us satay...thx clare.... ^^

then kok sudden ask : " xian, how r u? "
for the past month i will tears down when anyone ask me this question, but today i did not...
yea.... this mean xian is fine..hehe... cheers for me ? ^^

kok is so inlove with my BeE, he even can pole dancing with BeE at my house compound.. peeps...imagine that.... LOL
i suggested him marry with my dog la... since BeE is a bitch. :p HAHAHAHAHAHA

found another old song- 'keep holding on' by arvil lavigne.... according to me, NICE SONG !

I m looking forward for tomorrow muffin day...wheeeeeeeee ^^
hope everything go well.....

i m here to post again~ haha.... hello~ means i m still alive la.... LOL

didnt know i m a good reader... read what?
i been reading ppl's blog, articles searched in google...
i m really pik cek with my msn... god knows what happen to it...

to my dear msn:
Am I really that not pretty that u wanna avoid me using u??? why you keep on not working??? !!!
okay.... i m insane~

I did realize i m not really good nor interested in politics... seriously, i found myself had zero communication with politics... is not a good sign coz i m 20 now & guess kids of 12 had better politics knowledge than me. I wish i learn more on country or world's happenings but i just flip over those page when i saw 'government thingy' on paper. sigh...... terrible

night life= alcohol + club + social ?
city people enjoy night life? or youngsters enjoy it most?
hmm..what i could say not everyone love night life...same to some friends around me
however, i admit myself is desirable in night life.. or mayb i doesnt given the chance to explore it? coz i m still daddy's & mummy's girl? =.=" whateva~

to me night life is not must involve alcohol, clubs or so called crazy night.
night life can be some chit- chatting with warm tea? HAHAHAAHAHA....
oh well~ guess u guys know what i trying to say...

i remembered once i mentioned that if i dun have curfew guess i'll be night outings daily..haha... isn't that sounds cool???
n one of my fren answered me : luckily u got curfew from parents !!
hmm....is a good or bad???
if i not given curfew, i mayb over crazy outside but who knows i actually behave myself??
y is ppl thinking night life is something worse? it should not go that way....
a kid who night out means is a bad kid compare a kid who a great smoker ??
mayb i m still not a parent & i don't think like how parents thoughts....

To me, a person's life goes on their way in the end. A kid was mornitored well by parents given strict home rules, all the while the parents taught they got a great son which made them proud by having great academic result being good boy but who knows the boy got involve in criminal or drugs in sudden?? so what can be judge then??

even my mom will complain smoking students in my college when she fetch me but there is once i answer her that " u still got a son who cant predict whether he will get involve in cigarattes". I maybe rude of saying this to her, but is real thou... If one day, my bro a smoker, what can she judge then? Her son sign up as a bad kid???
I m not saying what, but my main point is there is nothing to predict, now good doesn't mean forever good as there is uncertainties in life....

weird that i m saying these life philosophy.. LOL

My BeE, she is going 5 months old... time past fast !
she grow taller n i hardly able cuddle her like last time, due to weight & size increased... hahaha...
but somehow, she is still cute... yea...i mean CUTE ! not 'ugly but adorable' ! ^^
ohya ! she know how to play ball d.. her mouth finally big enough to catch a tennis size ball.. haha.. However, she is selfish ! cant share toys ! ( like i wanna share her toys... =.=" )

wow.... just realise is such along post... :p
k la, bye peeps.

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whats the difference between gossip & scandal?
XOXO GOSSIP GIRL ~

i m done with ' gossip girl' drama last night, overall is a nice drama...is about youngsters' life n so do their family "interesting" stories. wht i can said is ang mor really OPEN...LOL
kissing in public ( which i can accept) so such normal among them yet they can just have sex with among friends.. n thats a great WOW to me.... lol... ( sex among friends really not in my list.... u can say me kolot, but thats currently N O to me ! )

In 'gossip girl', Nate is definately absolute HOT man ! he is just the simply HOT... hello~ is F* HOT !!!!!!
Chuck, the rabbit guy ! real rabbit! however, i admire his mature n supports towards friendship n his finally sister..
what i got super emo is the ending where the scene of Serene n her bf got their final talk & the last dance.... sigh.... it wont made u tears down but damn emo after that... the emoness which words cant discribe n made me almost sleepless last night... what a drama...or mayb because it kindly sort of similar to me??? lol.....
overall, its a good ones.

today, went lunch ( birthday celeb of xue ping) with NS frens n thier bfs.... taaaa.... imagine i m the only single among the group while others were in pairs... speechless.... lol.... n Happy birthday xue ping... ^^
after the 2 hours ++ lunch, i dun feel going back home..therefore i decided to have a walk at pyramid... yea...alone... haha...
walked in the crowd of ppl, window shopping, headed to popular n book searching... got a book in hand n while going to pay...... piak* didnt bring enough money.... mood lost 85%... =.="
n i m so lazy to go atm..... taaaaaaaaaaaa........ save money !

walked n walked n walked.... is definately a crowd in pyramid due to sunday but i only sense silence in me... yea... the surrounding is not quiet yet the silences inside me... oh well....
passby chicken harts the place we had dinner before, n flashback appears... damn it !
look in & damn f* that i still remember the table we sat... the next minute speed away from there... lol ( m i living with memories? )

i do feel wanna sit down n had a drink... reached starbucks then i changed my mind, coz is full of ppl there... they r not customer but ppl just sit down with their shopping bags on floor by not having any drink with them...kids r yelling & running around... n totally spoilt the mood of purchasing service from there... so walked off...

i do feel shopping alone is not that serious bad.. is sort of some discover feel.... LOL....
yala.... i m not insane k.... atleast i didnt go sing k alone... HAHAHAHAHA
spent bout few hours in pyramid with empty handed..but spent RM5 for parking.... =.="

hmmm.... m i an oldies song lover??? coz i found out i been downloading old songs recently...
n i m so in love with mariah carey-always be my baby, the song i used to dance last time.. ( like dunno how many years ago...) nice song .... more nice song... more more more.... hehe
hmmm....n i do feel like wanna learn dance.. such as latin dance,salsa dance,jazz, belly dance..haha...whateva dance la.... m i too fat to dance??? :p

guess thats all for now... tata