Life , Live

A friend passed away caused of suicide. A shocking news.

Question to ourselves , how can this happen on him ?

Reason unknown but only himself.

The reason is no longer important as the fact will still remain.

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人说，有情人终成眷属。

是不是相爱的人都会是以后结婚呢？

是不是结婚的人，都是他们的最爱？

我相信，每个人都会遇到/遇过他们的最爱。

当你遇到你认为你最爱的人，幻想与他以后的以后，然后情不自禁的微笑。

遇到这个人，你会不顾一切厚脸皮地去表白/明示，哈哈， 天大的勇气！

喜欢的这个人，他的一切对你而言都是完美，你的眼里他没有什么不好的。

喜欢的这个人，他关怀的一句话，足以让你开心一整天，多么厉害。

喜欢的这个人，你可以为他牺牲少许，但没有半点投诉。

但是，

如果这个人，突然有一天对你冷淡，你会失落。

如果这个人，突然有一天你发现，他找到了他伴侣，你会失望。

如果这个人，突然有一天他结婚了，你就好像失恋一样糟糕，虽然你们没有开始过。

然而，

不久后，你会感谢这个人。

不久后，他还是会出现在你脑海，但，感觉不会是那么的热。

不久后，可能还会笑自己傻，可是好像都不会后悔。

不久后，已经是十年后的事情，可能你也属于别人的伴侣了或人家的家长。

他就是多么的强大，多么的魔力。毕生难忘。

人生不就是这样吗？ 你最想要的，不一定会拥有。你拥有的，未必是最想要的。

知足的人，会很安然的接受。

完美主义者，想必不管如何都会弄到手为止吧。

人本来就是被人打败，不管在工作上，感情上，物质上，策略上，都没有常胜。

拿得起，放得下，其实是很大学问。

放不放得下，还是得问自己吧。

矛盾。

有句话，we have to be flexible ， 我还在想flexible 到底要点在哪里啊？

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Skinny Love

This song catches my ears while I was in my car going to off my engine , literary stopped my action to finish this song from the radio.

Not sure what was the feeling but I definitely feel something.

A lovely song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNzCDt2eidg&ob=av2e

Skinny Love by this young girl -Birdy . I think she really covers this song from Bon Iver so well .

I think is worth the time spent on this song :)

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星期五

工作完毕，把时间交给自己， 正要踏出门时，停了一下， 我应该做什么呢？ 哈哈 讽刺。

好吧，今天主题- 随意。

经过不少店面让我有冲动要刷卡之外，我都忍了，闭眼快走！

啊，再见我的高跟鞋还有包包。。。。

经过人山人海的地方， 好奇的望了望，哦！ 是杨宗纬。

惊奇的是，他的fans很多都是aunties。

从高出望， aunty拿着散光牌，陶醉得听着，然后给个thumb up 。 这一幕，如果杨宗纬看见了，我想是他感觉最窝心的感动比起尖叫的热情。

有如，一个男，工作辛苦，时间全用尽，女友的抱怨，撒娇，甜言也比不起妈妈的一句：孩子，辛苦了，累了吧？ 没有甜言蜜语的感动。

经过delicious ,顿时想到它的double choc brownies,多么诱人，还真想踏进去，但看了看里面的顾客，都是是情侣，家庭，朋友们，没有是一个人的，哎呀，我很shy 。 不要人家误会我失恋一个人以食物疗伤。 哈哈！ 走啦走啦。。。还是subway 比较健康。

我累了。 你累在工作，我累在看你累在工作，还要忙多久？

我累在一个人开车去你家然后开车回家。

我们多久没有去看电影了？

我们多久没有好好出去吃了？

花几个小时，出去逛街，很难吗？

星期六，好像已经只是把我自己送去你家，等时间过。 是这样子的吗？

我也很想被pampered, 不是一味接你的订单。

好了，别说了。

火力全开 ！

My very first concert in Malaysia after my first concert back in Adelaide for Lady Gaga.

This time is for WANG LEE HOM !!

OMG , he just forever the good looking and talented ! *melts*

Much appreciation to Knifie and Spoonie for the free ticket ! *love*

The concert was all worth it when Lee Hom's mobile stage pass by us right in front ! *faint*

It was a wonderful concert together with good music and rain ....... yes.... hujan...

Anyway , still having the fever of it. ahhhhhhhh ~

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Ok , my gym plan has been delay delay and delayyyyy.....

Alright , the fund should go for 3 months gym or a CK handbag ? ( clearly is not suppose to be in dilemma =.= " ) *smack head*

Photo time :

* my ticket !

* Andy's initial plan was to have picnic there. LOL

Too Far away ~

Insanely Crowd

*Bye*

Hello 1802

I always love this number as much as I love myself :p

This year was an extremely surprise from my beloved pig friend and dog friend. The pig made advanced planning , and the dog got blown by the wind all the way from Singapore just to add some sweetness and warm to my dinner. My greatly appreciation to both of you , it has been more than 10 years and yes it will keep going on and on and on ~ same goes to my love to both of you.

We got our 2nd friendship bracelet due to previous one were all damaged. Oh well , the dog said if ever this bracelet got damage again the next one will be platinum. HAHA ! ( time to start saving money~) Can't wait for our BALI trip ! HUGS

Imagine 10 years later , we all will be talking about anti-aging facial products.. HAHA.. okay, okay, lets not putting myself to that old first.

So What Ah Boi did ?

Thank god he brought me to some proper dinner place rather than what he has been suggested these few days like Murni , Williams , 6 to 10 grill... smack his head ! hmph !

We went Albion KL , a British owned restaurant where the customers are mostly ang mor too . The owner was so lovely , a handsome uncle * wink wink* haha . Surprisingly the price are very reasonable on the fine dining food they served. A pretty good place I should say, highly recommended.

Just when I got home , my bro said : jie jie , I did not buy anything for you just because I don't know what you want.

Awww, it feel so warm when your little brother said that to you , is the thought that counts ~

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I have been sick for 3 weeks coming 1 month , haiz... what happen ? Finished 2nd bottle of cough syrup, more and more pills .. woohooo ~ I am now a drug addict =.= "

Dear sickness , please go home soon k , me no love youuu

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Let's talk about songs , Whitney Houston , she left but her songs never .

There can be miracle when you believe ~

Her Exhale is one of my favorite too.

Alright , time to hit to the bed and face the never ending emails tomorrow.

My appreciation to every single of you who made my month extra wonderful .

I LOVE YOU !

掉了

故事情節掉了　主角對白掉了　該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了

胸口沒有快樂　斷了翅的白鴿　不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷拉扯

想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷

很好的一首歌，以什么的心情去听，当然带出不同的味道 。

我此刻的心情， 是 要 去 唱 K ! 哈哈！

唱大大声 ！

危机？ 稳定？

一个relationship中， 当彼此对待对方的态度已有所改变，

热情已不在，想相见的热诚已不如以前，

对彼此日常生活已不怎么感兴趣。

这是不是代表我们踏上另一阶段，稳定的 ？

还是一个危机的信号？

坚持的精神到底去了哪里？

大家都累了是吧？

晚安。

Angry like asam laksa

I wanna shoot like angry bird .

Penang road trip was fun till I get scolded by some 35-ish uncle who called me AUNTIE !

@#$%^&*%$

Emotional unbalance !

I think my hand can reach your glasses from my window to yours and throw it out far !

Should have ignored your territory and action ! A slap on your damn face ! F. U !

2nd ,

Paid RM 60 for some " hurt" motorcyclist that I have knocked him down without I realise his existence ?

Whatever ~ I buy that lesson.

Oh well , good driving experience in Penang.

Penang drivers ! grrrr !