Hot Spring

How long have you not be happy ??
for the past weeks, i been far away to reach happy.
i was totally moody, emotional,angry......allll the nagetive bahavior~
i angry on tiny little things which doesnt make sense at alll !
HAHA...oh well~

anyhow, i m better now, i went shoppings, deserts,yummy dinner, treat myself damn good...
sometimes, spending money just make people HAPPIE !
HAHAHAAH...agreee???

Is spring now, but is on 32 celcius degree ! OMG is damn HOT !!!!
All my shorts, skirts n flops are finally out from my cupboard, coz they love sun !

I learn mahjong here...hahahaahaha....damn weird rite?? chinese game in ang mor country =.="
but stilll...more to improve..

anyway, exam is SOON !
here, good luck to all my love ones who having exam and soon to have exam.

Depression

I lost my motivation to do assignment, is really fucked up feelings..

the moment u wanna stay home , stoning,even facebook failed to entertain me.

the moment u just dont wan to do anything, tiredness , emptiness, frustration & depression.

in love with james blunt-carry you home.

a nice song, slow ,calming, i like.

finals are soon... SOON !

arrrrrrrrrrrr...i wonder what i have learned ??

Depression, pls go away. :(

I always remember, the moment i fell, u on phone with me.

wasting credit by waiting me clear off my stupid tears.

willing to spent ur leftover credits n talk crap.

sometimes, it just feel so warm.

ask me dont always stay stagnant at that moment n move on with life.

yea, words from u, they are kept nicely.

deep touched

Have been quite awhile didnt chat with someone, n we meet up in msn.
talked bout our recent, n he actually know bout my recent ( which dunno where he stalked from). He suggested that i should go for it coz he said is a good opportunity. n i asked him how bout him then?

he answered:
'dont worry bout me, i'm happy if u are happy, i've been spending my life to make u happy, so pls do it.'

the words above might be bullshits, yet they had just made me tearing.
coz i m deep touched.

yea, an emotional night.

中秋月圆

visited Melbourne , it was a nice trip. Especially Great Ocean Road ! Damn ! love it !
shoppings was great over there, branded fans will love there, Guess, Nine West was like half price ? but yet, didnt grab anyone of them. oh welll ~
Melbourne was a nice place to visit ,shopping, night life, but still I love Adelaide . LOL

something sad bout my blanket, it was in serious damage after the machine wash.
Bought a new one, yet still dun feel like throwing my years of blanket.
n there i decided to sew it back.
while sewing, i remembered my dad used to sew back my baby blanket last time when it was torn.
yea... home.. missing them especially during some the festival like today.
received sms from friends back in malaysia wishing me 'mid- autum'.
daddy texted me asked did i get to eat mooncake over here, u wont wanna know, simple message will make me feel so home though i m far away.

watched 500 days of summer, it was nice , meaningfull...

addon:
i gained weight here ! damn !
arrrrrrr....needa do something on it !

spring break end, assignemnts are here ~
there goes my holiday~

XOXO

as peace as the sky

i always love beach, because thats the place that give u peace in mind.
chilling wind blew, waves on rocks, kids laughter and dog barking..
i enjoy the moment by closing my eyes, familiar faces in my mind. I love doing that.

watched The Kite Runner, it was a nice movie. I m sure Dog fren love this movie / book as well.
Was having a nap, n daddy called by giving reason that the phone has leftover credit, haha...well... i know he miss the daughter. So do the daughter.

Friends are travelling during the spring break, or thier love ones are visiting them..
suppsoe to study , but then...haiz...as usual.. it just doesnt work... haizz...procrastinating~
not good not good

* Hallett Cove Beach

the day of being a lady

My dear housemate - karmen got a free invitation to Studio 2000 for a makeover session and she is allow to bring a fren, n there she brought me along. hehe...

The studio was awesome that u feel the professionals, we were served by 4 professionals: front desk person(welcome), dealing documents person, makeup pro & the photographer ! Trust me, the photographer just amazed me. He looks like some nerd ( oooppsss sorry) but then, when he teahce / demo how to pose, gosh damn...he is just way tooooo good ! Not to forget, he got me my favorite red colour: red background with red leather sofa. HAHA ! just love them so much !

Too bad, those photos are too 'atas' to purchase, one small single piece cost AUD $ 200.... =.=" ... yea...try to convert that into RM. Anyhow, we had lotsa fun !! wheeeeee~

Due to the rules, we r not allow to take any photos with our own camera and even mobile phone need to be turn off. So, we only able to camwhore after our shots in our own room ! LOL

oh well, photos as below:

* Karmen & me

*she love this photo with a reason !

Royal Adelaide Show 2009

Royal Adelaide show 2009, an annually event happen in Adelaide.
It was awesome ! Basically is a fun fair... yeap ! more than a fun fair ! They have winery tasting,exciting shows,games,rides......etc.
unlike Malaysia's fun fair, the event here even has exhibition halls , lots of showbags to purchase ! haha... dun ask me how much i spent on showbags.. ( anyway, is just once in a year) so yeah... i buy on behalf for my brother as well k !
called my bro on the spot:
me: eh, u like Man U stuff? or superman stuff?
bro: erm..i m not a Man U fans
me: then i get u a superman showbags k !
bro: how much??
me: $ 25, got t-shirt,clock,towel,...etc
bro: erm...dun wan la..
me: y? u dun like?
bro: no...i scared later u not enough money to use over there if u buy for me...
me: aiya... not a problem la..will get u one k ! ( got a pinch inside heart, didnt know he is so caring)

n today, i saw my BeE's friend on the street !
the dog was tied outside at a boutique shop, while the owner was shopping inside.
walked to the dog, n i called him( is a male) BeE BeE , LOL..
hugged him, played with the ears,paws, tail... just like how i treat BeE back home.
damn... i just miss BeE so much... n that actually made me emo awhile...

called my grandma that day, she was surprise for my call( can sense her joy over the phone), she is good, n as usual, she have her very unique style of 'nagging'..haha...
there she start all her unique 'nagging', but it wasn't feel annoying anymore but warm. Suddenly, i enjoy being nagged by her.

one coincident happen in my house ! haha
my housemate has exactly the same doggie soft toy on my bed back home !
i should bring that doggie over here..haha...

n so happen Aussie's Father's Day around the corner.
So, papa, Happy Father's Day !
(n now only i realise that Father's Day is not the same over the globe. LOL =.=" )

Recieved Dear Dog fren JY's postcard over the sea from Singapore ! HAHA !
awwwww... thats such as sweet one ! oh welll...is on my wall board now ! haha...

spring break is nearby, everyone has plans( going melbourne, goldcoast, perth,sydney,travell around).... but i dun have plan yet !!!!
cannot cannot, i must have something ! must have something ! :P

hmmm.... assignment season 1 currently call a pause, so basically, i did alot households, making pudding...n i cooked porridge for the very FIRST time ! muahaha....n apparently it taste not bad ~ hehe...

i miss baking cupcakes with Bear, n decorate them with icing, although they look like 'DaVincci' (Mah, 2009)...hahahaaha!
yea... hope everyone in Malaysia is fine, n slap down the H1N1 !