Realistic is not materialistic

掉了

2012-01-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

故事情節掉了　主角對白掉了　該屬於劇中的對角戲也掉了

胸口沒有快樂　斷了翅的白鴿　不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷拉扯

想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷

很好的一首歌，以什么的心情去听，当然带出不同的味道。

我此刻的心情，是要去唱 K ! 哈哈！

唱大大声！

危机？稳定？

2011-12-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

一个relationship中，当彼此对待对方的态度已有所改变，

热情已不在，想相见的热诚已不如以前，

对彼此日常生活已不怎么感兴趣。

这是不是代表我们踏上另一阶段，稳定的？

还是一个危机的信号？

坚持的精神到底去了哪里？

大家都累了是吧？

晚安。

Angry like asam laksa

2011-06-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

I wanna shoot like angry bird .

Penang road trip was fun till I get scolded by some 35-ish uncle who called me AUNTIE !

@#$%^&*%$

Emotional unbalance !

I think my hand can reach your glasses from my window to yours and throw it out far !

Should have ignored your territory and action ! A slap on your damn face ! F. U !

2nd ,

Paid RM 60 for some " hurt" motorcyclist that I have knocked him down without I realise his existence ?

Whatever ~ I buy that lesson.

Oh well , good driving experience in Penang.

Penang drivers ! grrrr !

Eat.Pray.Love

2011-05-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

I finished this movie completely . Oh like finally , haha.

Its about a lady who lost her love twice and she then got herself a year break from reality to Italy , India and Bali.

Italy : a place to have awesome food .

India : a place to have mind soul calm ( due to the religion)

Bali : a place where she meet 'Ketut' the future predictor who then her friend and the person who lighted up her mind .

Overall , this story is about the lady who afraid of losing her balances that she has gained for the past 1 year and reluctant to fall in love with this Brazilian. Ketut then said to her : Sometimes, losing balance for love is part of balance in life. This quote truly strike my heart like the red dot of the archery.

No deny , I am still finding the balance of myself from this relationship although its been months. Dare not to say I give out / tolerate a lot , but fair enough I think. I been allocate my time/day nicely , weekDay for work , weekNight for random / family , friday night its my only drink night , Saturday full time to him, Sunday myself and family. Seems balance and fair ?

The above statement seems little unfair to me yet I am doing it with silence. Silence here does not mean I am trying to show my talent in tolerance , how am I a good gf / daughter / friend that I can allocate all the time nicely. Kill me !

I am losing myself . I am losing the appetite that I used to have for food that I am craving , desertsss ! Its been so long since I last watching tv and bitting chocolate at the same time. Tasting the melting choco and then brings out the bitter sweet in mouth that will made me happy. Having desert with someone you love is the most happiest thing to me yet this always got rejected or postpone till forever.

Its all about different interest . You and me have total different interests , things I love to do , you hate. I love sweet food , I love party , I love outdoor activities , I love someone have plans for me, I love to drink. I hate you postpone the places u promised till forever , I hate you giving me options where they are mostly in reject bin, I hate you scolded me like no body business over the phone in front of your friends, that your friends have to tell me personally at a corner, asked me to be tolerate when they meet me, and no worries , because they did not see me doing it. In fact , I appreciate that you have really good and kind friends who trying to help us out.

And did you know I tried to revenge on this ? I yelled at u in the car one day , not because I am that mad but also I wanna return what you gave me. Sadly to say , it did not turn out as happy/ relief as I thought , it was sucks. I felt deeply heartache after the scolding and there you don't deserve that scold at all. Oh how stupid is this huh ?

Stop comparing me with anyone else. I am sensitive. I am just an ordinary person , don't ask to be perfect , human demands are never satisfied. I am not your perfect girl , you may find someone else to replace me and if that happens one day , I will go for Eat.Pray.Love. to find my lost soul. HAHA !

I think , I need a Kit Kat.

Fucking hates you sometimes

2011-05-01T02:54:00.002+08:00

For the past few hours , I tried to convince myself to overlook this.

But sorry to say is getting worse when I did that.

Forgo my freedom to party to gain your trustworthy is worth it .

BUT if it doesn't , I think I am a fucking big ass jerk.

U made me feel like I m a CLOWN !

If you don't trust me at all , then I think I should forever stay in lies n creating stories then.

Since YOU think I m good in that.

Sometimes I think I m fooling myself by u .

What on earth I should putting myself in such a pathetic , I feel sorry to myself sometimes.

Don't say I m not grateful , I m way more than that.

Yet, whats the appreciation I get ?

Fucking make no sense.

I m towards nearly no demand , what have I ask for ?

Promise without action are bullshits, so keep it to urself.

Tell me right on my face that you don't trust me than by asking million times of same questions OR bringing out this issue to your friends in front of me . Sounds like a joke huh ? where you n me know its totally not.

I almost wanna yell at u , telling you the words u gave to me last time, " Don't fucking waste my time! " but somehow , I kept it , coz I know its the worst to hear .

I don't deserve to be treated like that.

What have I done ?

I think I treated you good enough, in fact , more than enough.

I always have this thoughts , 先苦后甜。

We might not as good compare to others now , but we might be better or more loving later.

I am starting to doubt myself now , yes , I might not able make it whereby my confident is being slashed into half.

This is a post of me releasing all the shits that stopping me to sleep.

Alright , enough of whining and I need to sleep.

Goodnight.

Demand Demands

2011-04-24T00:58:00.002+08:00

Stated as below :

1) More income

2) New phone

3) New watch

4) Paintball

5) Short vacation

6) Spend more time with family

7) Lose some weight

8) Grow taller ( impossible)

9) Stay healthy & positive

10) Ah Boi stay healthy & less stress

11) Better job

12) BeE BeE lose some weight

13) More quality time with lovely friends

14) Everyone around me happie

15) ......... etc

Post of the day, done.

LOL

A yet to send letter

2011-04-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

Spoonie suggested me to text and somehow I did , by email. haha

I wrote an email to you , yet to send, afraid of the bad outcome , still in the consideration that should I click on the ' send' button ?

The awesome night before February ends

2011-02-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

The awesome night before the February month end.

We went zouk berjeng - jeng. :D

and there I had my 1 hour nap there after all the black label till I missed someone's scandalous scene ! Ish , must stay awake next time.

Girls, when will be our next visit ? Q2 ?? LOL :p

My Smile weekend :)

2011-02-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

Back from Cameron Highlands. It was a totally relaxing place where there are nothing much to do there ! LOL

Its the companionship that counts. :)

However, me love having high tea at the Tea Plantation and the superb healthy steamboat ! :D

* concentrating on his way.

K.K.J Day

2011-02-17T16:13:00.002+08:00

I need to come out some term for the day that you are not in mood, but then issues and non stop busie-ness come after you.. u feeling stress and frustrated. Then , now is the time u gotta call your day as K.K.J Day.

Yes, those are the short form.

In complete , Ku Ku Jiao Day .

HAHAHAHAHA !

Valentine's Day

2011-02-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

Had a sweet and romantic Valentine's Day ?

Hmmm... I was very disappointed on my V-day.

Or maybe I should say I was having high expectation ?

Was being emotional max and somehow, I said : This is worse than not having Valentine's Day celebration . Fuck off everything I said.

Tell Me About It

2011-02-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

Does a married couple love each other the most ?

I am starting to have doubts in this.

Married couple majority love each other yet it might just because they are tired to find another person who suit them better in life.

They decided to get married just for the sake of getting married , to settle down, to have another stage of life, so that they are not lonely in future when they are old. In fact, human need a life time partner.

We can see a lot single ladies who decided to stay alone and not rely on man. Yes, they might not need a man yet they need someone to be with, regardless whoever. Marry to a man its just to hold the " Official " status of someone, BUT so what ? Its that love ?

To avoid being called as slut , so might as well I go marry someone ?

I don't know about this, different people having different perception. I don't judge.

I am watching so many live cases.

A 5 years couple can call it off before a month to their marriage date.

3 years , and so what ? She told him ,don't tell me you wanna change for me now, I have gave you enough time to adjust but you weren't.

1 year , I still love him but he don't love me anymore, she cried.

I don't judge them because all happens with reasons , regardless are they valid / logic reason.

Do not hold it back when a sad decision is made, it will not be a bliss even though the relationship continues.

Don't blame me of not speaking properly to you , I failed this because of you.

My tolerance is at its beyond.

Stop saying I am difficult , which I don't see it as a description on me. Not even a single dot.

I don't come out a perfect solution , I am not a perfectionist.

Fuck off with your logic and sense to cover your guilt.

If I leave, its not about not loving you but I am giving up.

Or maybe I should love you less just to safeguard myself.

I think I have done enough , like seriously.

Oh well, tell me about it.

Sour

2011-02-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

I heard a story about his late friend, watched a video which has specially made for the late friend.

I don't know him yet I am full of emotions.

The love from all his beloved ; family and friends.

I believe the parents must have stayed strong for their late son , friends will place him in mind forever.

I asked myself, how will I react when things happen like this.

How if I see my mom showering her face with tears , my dad do it at a corner . I don't wanna see this happen coz I want them to watch me grow.

Touch wood to say, IF happens.

Please spare some time to my parents especially my dad cause he will be only showing his " strong" side while he actually need hugs as well.

What an emotional night i know. I call it sour.

2011-01-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

U know what ?

GO FUCK YOURSELF !

Sleepy Max

2011-01-27T15:42:00.002+08:00

What will you react when you are in Sleepy Max situation ?

I was doing excel and when I just wanna close my eye lid for a while,.......

Then, my brain actually shut down for 5 seconds. Its like, I am at the main door of dreamland.

ZzzzzzZZzzzz.....zzZZZzzzzzz

Good night people.

I need sleep desperately !

Calm mind brings good outcome

2011-01-18T10:33:00.002+08:00

Calm is hardly to describe on me.

I am never calm, in fact, easily frustrated.

Its never good to have such bad temper yet uncontrollable.

Once frustration arrive, will never think straight, thus horrible outcome and then more frustration. Feeling to kill yourself, bang wall and the word ' pek cek' says hello.

This applies to all situation.

Traffic , work , family , friendship , relationship.

Traffic accident happens when frustration comes.

Work will not be done well when with frustration.

Happy family are usually peaceful.

Good friend brings you smile and less mad.

A relationship can only be prolonged with calm and tolerance.

Stay calm, inhale ~ exhale~ .

One of the requirements to be a survivor in the society.

Short

2011-01-11T16:00:00.003+08:00

Short , a major description on me.

Advantage of being short:

1) Every guy is taller than you

2) Can consider fit in the cute category ? Maybe.

Disadvantage:

1) Can't reach the items from top shelf

2) Limited reaching area while doing car wash

3) Hardly be noted in the crowd ( eg, clubs dance floor)

4) Limited shoe size, clothing size.

5) Never having a nice fitted long pants, must alter , dress as well.

6) Easily noted when gained weight.

7) Ppl underestimate your ability.

8) Need to be freaking skinny to be hot.

Conclusion, short is having more disadvantage yet, I can't do anything to overcome this problem, in fact it cannot be overcomed. However, I am grateful that I am a female who might have slightly more advantage than male.

BUT Hey ! Short guys don't be sad, 王祖蓝is now having a tall hot girlfriend, so life is not that bad after all. ;) Its the character and attitude that counts.

Random post I know.

How do you see things ?

2010-12-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

When you think that you are all mature and think in a good way, actually you are not.

That is happening on me now. I am childish.

As heard, ambitious people has open heart.

Not mind on tiny small things but aim for the big picture.

The Me now, so totally opposite, I am having a small heart now.

Get angry easily, emotionally, which is bad.

And a 22 girl should not be in this way anymore.

Seems like, I am still naive .

I think I need to attend some self improvement class =.=

Tears don't buy

2010-12-19T12:19:00.003+08:00

Tears don't buy.

Some people found tears as a tool to get attention or as someone's soft point.
Totally disagree with this because tears drop with reason.

I was upset being not trusted, I don't like to explain but for you I choose to.
Coz you the one I really care of and I wants to be transparent, no lie in between.
But I was furstrated when things been repeating and it seems like my explaination doesnt work at all. Baby, have u ever think on behalf of me ?
Coz I did.

I really hope things will work out, its definately not easy. It will be never easy for two to become one. Mistakes and disagreement happens, efforts is needed. You and me know how much we invested in, its hard for you, coz its a change of life in a way, so do me. However, I m having faith that these can be overcome. Its the journey that comes in willingness, tolerance , and love.

If you overlook the mad things than the happiness, things will never be happy.
Thats y there are ups and downs in life.

Baby Steps

2010-11-21T01:43:00.002+08:00

Baby steps on my career for 6 months ? Hmmm... I wonder ..

Been having job huntings, interviews, travelling and life is not bad after all.

Time spending is getting lesser , no more little girl , I m a working lady now :p

no more wake up at 11am, say hello to 6.45am :(

hello petrol station, hello car park ticket, n hello JAM .

weekends will need to divide wisely; family, BeE , you , friends, kakis, outings....etc

n hello my precious weekends.

hello new environment.

last but not least HELLO to the NEW ME ! :D

Hopefully things will be fine starting from now :)

Cheers! ( missing Australia still )

I m glad in a way.

2010-10-17T17:50:00.002+08:00

Is good that I m not a stalker. haha
I timed myself 1 minute, yes, just ONE MINUTE.
Immued with all these.
:)
I m glad that I really made a wise decision from the very begining.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The day when I first saw u when I touched down, that face, I nearly wanna hug u.
Something stop me from doing that, u know, afraid of wrong message.
I asked, have u really waited me while I was away? You answered, I don't know.
Not gonna ask again although I want to know it so badly. It might not important.
Not thinking far but appreciate the current, thats what is in my mind.
I know, u care of me , I m more than a friend.
U said, it doesn't matter who m i, coz you wont treat me different. Sounds grey, but yeah, I accept the grey and prepare for any colour changes.
Afraid of commitment ? Who don't ?
So, tiny guy, shall you voice out ? lol

Don't ask me about our status, I unable to answer now.
It will be clear one day I suppose, regardless a good or a bad one.
I m prepared for either one.

away from reality

2010-09-29T01:42:00.002+08:00

Away from reality trip -- Singapore.
Spent 4 days there, meet up juin yee, shit face, ervin and my long lost sis, tsu peng. It was really an awesome trip.

Shopping, OMG~ Me Love !
If I have that money, I m gonna fill up my shopping list !
But, till then, budget.
This trip, basically : walk, spent,eat,drink.
How awesome isnt it ?

Its was said as away from reality trip. But something happened that really brought me into reality which is the final clear cut.
It will be a lie if I say there is no heart pinching yet this will be overcome.
At the sametime, motivated me to move on to the better one I m having now ?
Future are just too grey to plan, looking into the current is somehow a better option. I should forgo all the whateva official relationship it calls, go wild and be a bitch, how about that ? LOL

As I told juin yee, I m getting cin cai nowadays. I m seeking a longterm one. Sounds like a settle down plan, but its far away from that coz I m still young for alot of things. Somehow, this kinda thing always made us to be childish, imature yet in demand. Life is just complicated after all.

Should I just blind fold myself and just kiss someone ?
probly, the close my eyes and kiss someone will be a better option ? HAHA
oh well, enough of crap and heart pinching. I gotta move forward and seek for love. :)

Love on First sight

2010-09-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

I love u.... you....yes YOU ! I mean YOU !

MONDAINE A669.30305.11SBC EVO BIG DATE LADIES WATCH

You are in such a "good" price... WHY ? !

Well, I think I need to put you in my list first.
Hope to get you one day. Yes, one day~ ( which I have no idea when is it~)
need to be patient at the same time~

*with love* :)

Photo Love

2010-08-23T16:57:00.002+08:00

I Love this awesome group photo !

Love the Bears with love.

My lover since primary, imagine that!

The love of Bitch.

The Family LOVE.

Picture paints a thousand words, I have no more words but touched.

Honeymoon with Spoonie in SYDNEY !

2010-08-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

awesome trip ! Its a jalan-jalan cari makan trip !
Had romantic dinner, the best ever high-tea at darling harbour !
Life was just at its Greatest !
Awesome seafood in Fish market !
Seriously, this is the best ever trip, although it was just 3 days trip.

Time flies, I feel like it was just started, yet it is coming to an end.
Soon gonna say bye bye to Adelaide.
Gonna miss the life and the people here !

I couldn't imagine the day I say bye bye to Adelaide. :(

11th August 2010, One of my Big Day

2010-08-12T19:27:00.002+08:00

Peeps ! I am here to announce that I am graduated from my Degree! :D
Convocation was held yesterday. It was GREAT !

I m here specially thanks to Pig friend who shared my greatest moment in my life, and thanks for everything she did. Flowers and BIG TEDDY ! :D

Thanks for all my lovely friends who skipped their lecture to attend my convocation, I am much appreciated their attendance. The feeling name TOUCHED.

SPOONIE, we had this wonderful day together, BIG SMILE !

My lovely FAMILY, all the way from home, wittness me on graduation cap and gown, walked on stage, took over the certificate, smile to the camera. That cert cost them ALOT ( in terms of everything). I am so glad being their daughter they willing to invest on me, might not be a proud daughter as return, but I am much appreciate what they have gave to me.

Greetings from people made me feel so loved.

Also, not to forget the express mailed teddy, that brought me another big smile ! :D

After party was AWESOME ! Mix of feelings, happy + sad. Happy to have a huge group of friends spending the FUN TIME on dance floor, sad that this moment its ending. There will be no longer similar faces around me that I used to be with in the awesome year in Adelaide. Yea, I have no more words to describe this.

Till then, Its another begining stage of LIFE. Wish me LUCK.

*Love*

Tasmania, explore the possibilities

2010-08-03T16:43:00.002+08:00

I love Tasmania.
Simply love the scenery there.
Tasmania, a small place where their casino are just 30% of Adelaide's Casino size.
A place which surrounded by nature.
A place which is more beautiful than city.

We had an awesome tour guide. Forget bout the GPS in Tasmania, it just leading us the wrong way always.
We had the most expensive boat ride BUT it was worth it after all !
We experienced the 50km/h wind speed on top of the mountain, where I nearly fly away and frozen face.

Loving Tassie !

Trips

2010-07-26T01:50:00.002+08:00

Me likey trips, bring me more baby ! haha

Mt Gambier was nice to visit, a place where blue lake exists !
The driving journey was tiring, probly to say that I did not sleep for the previous night. BUT, me love driving ! :D

Saw an OBESE dog while on the way to work, is cute.
BeE BeE, u better not be as fat as that k.

Nothing much recently, probly in love with baking and making food ?
Brownies~ was not bad after all.
Masterchef drove me that passion ! :p

I sense something different, something that should be happen but then it happens now.
Its a good start I should say, till the day we say goodbye that wont add on the hard feelings.
We feel them, we sense them, we hide them.
Till the day we say goodbye, I dare not think of that actually.
Reality, I should say.
I m not a person who willing to make effort though I know we actually might be able to make it but I have choosen the word ' reality' and 'fact'. That somehow, stop all the efforts that should be invested.
A decision yet to be made, but the answer is already there since long time.
I wanna spend a wonderfull time that able to capture a nice picture of you and me that will be captured in my life for sure. That you were the person who had great time with me.
I Appreciate.

:)

Officially missing you

2010-07-17T04:21:00.002+08:00

Can't nobody do it like you,
say every little thing you,
hey baby say stays on my mind,
And I'm officially missing you.

By Tamia.

Love this song so much like seriously.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Besides, my dear friend Mr Qamal is finally in a relationship !
haha....seriously I am really so happy for him ! Congrates AH MAL !!!

Been doing nothing much besides outings with lovely friends !
Its time to feel young till the max !
Bitch till the max !

wheeee~ :D

Scams

2010-07-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yeap, I got rental scam like seriously. Apparently i m the 2nd victim for this similar case on the same apartment. So, i think the landlord is such an asshole! U BIG FAT CHEATER !

Anyway, I planned the worst & hoping for the best.

Was emotional break down, feeling so bad to speak to my parents.
I was literally speechless with tears for 10 seconds when on phone with daddy.
The moment he said: Its ok. That just increased my tears, I felt so warm n touched.

I m so glad that my beloved friends are helping me in this matter. They walked me to the police till the bank. They provide me temporary shelter. They feed me great dinner on my bad day. They gave me alternatives to seek for. They concerned my financial status make sure I wont starve. LOL . They asked me rest well n stay positive.

Really big glad I have u all with me oversome this shit. I really appreciate.

Once again, Thanks n Love u all.

Fraudulent

2010-07-06T05:27:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,

We learn fraudulent in our contract law. and guess what? I m into this serious shit.

I was fooled by this landlord and so called lawyer that I m losing $1100 and homeless as well. Serious shit i know.

Was emotional break down, and glad that my lovely friends were there with me. So, people, please be carefull when dealing with all these contract thingy. I learned my lesson, a good one.

So , anyone wanna give me shelter ?

Heard

2010-06-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

I heard you asked kiss from her. If I not mistaken.
If my assumption is true, I dont feel a single guilt of what am I doing now.

Songs

2010-06-18T11:56:00.002+08:00

When you tell me that you love me - Dianna Ross
This song used to be my childhood song, daddy used to play it often when I was 3. I sang along everytime it plays n there made up a song that we sing before bed. Cute i know. :D

The man who can't be moved - The Script
This song was played one night when we both had a night out. It was then agreed that this was our favorite song.

With you- Chris Brown
A song that u said its dedicated to me.

三人- 张韶涵，郭静，范玮琪
This song really sing for us ! Chee yan, Juin Yee and Me.

A song sings a story. :)

If we ever meet again

2010-06-13T19:42:00.003+08:00

I am in love with this song, thanks to Tai Wai Sum. LOL !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDKva-s_khY

the lyrics come in : If we ever meet again.

Sweet lyrics blended in a pop song, awesome combination. Me likey !

Currently in library feeling so tired + hungry + alot more to go = GG.com

Ohya, not forget to mention that Ervin bought an awesome speaker that I ever had which i would not willing to spend for a boosting speaker which specially for ipod + other gadgets= COOL !
n then he said it was belated birthday present... =________________= "
what kinda belated is this ? OMG damn LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

n the speaker is superb heavy, how m i going to bring back?
he answered: thats your problem ! ( very "sweet" i know !)

oh well, now is not the good time to play with the yau yeng speaker, wait till after exam then.

focus focus ! u bitch !

time time TIME !

2010-06-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

time one: okay...assignments season over, now time say hello to exam.

time two: searching new shelter, n i realize i always have staying/living problem. LOL hopefully i will get through all these, is really annoying sometimes.

time three: just realise that the visa doesn't go from what i wanted to. SHIT ! plan gg.com

n how i realise time flash ! It feels like I was just arrived here n then now is not gonna be that story anymore.

Time to think what I really want to and what I need to for my future?
sounds so not student :s
I like the way being a student and just being crazy over whateva it is.

Lastly, exam in 2 weeks time. I hope I can go through all them, wish me luck and all the best to all my friends.

Question of the day: Would you prefer to miss someone or to care someone ? lol

never understand when bad mood comes

2010-05-25T12:47:00.002+08:00

Too much unhappy things happen ! too much !
angry on little tiny things just drown myself from being cheerful. Damn !

I was being very tolerate, very. but now is reaching the red line.
The house is never tidy!
All the books collected from the recycle bin, please take them away from my house. My house is more than enough being a store room.
All the empty boxes n whatever cables please clear them off.
All the bottles and caps, throw them off !
All the plates n used tools please place them back after cleaned.
Unwanted food please clear off.
Wash the bathroom mat atleaset once ?? rather than let it soaking wet on floor ? I swear i been washing it for the past few months.
The dustbin is always full, which i never und. I even found things thrown in before a plastic bag place in.
I m feeling my house is in a huge mess everytime i step in.

I suddenly remember that : If i take the room, then u all cannot cook. SO, What are u doing now to me? Adding more various fragrance from breakfast till dinner to my room ?? I m seriously had a big step back but pls dont take this as advantage and not being a little responsible ? ok, it can be say that i willingly step back n u didnt force me to. ok, just say i m a stupid then.
Ok whateva~ I m just being like a grumpy kid n making noise here. Just forget bout it.

Sometimes, I just need a good good own time.
Probly i need some party time. :p
Cheers mate!

mood swing

2010-05-17T19:43:00.001+08:00

Mood swing. I name it this week.
Need something to make myself happy atleast.

:)

Ebay

2010-05-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

Blame the person who introduce EBAY !
Ebay:
- a place for window shopping
- a place for bidding
-a place for hunting almost everything
-a place where u desire to win
- a place where is related to paypal= ur bank account = money gone

okay, whatever it is, I m into ebay recently. thanks to my housemates who are having more n more parcels in that made me feel that : I WANT 1 TOO~
peer pressure ! very nice ! LOL but dont worry, i m still holding my kiam siap spirit !

ohya, had a long hours intenational phone calls. like very long... OMG
i hope my cap is still in safe zone, if not, it will be a MASSIVE figure !
But, it was a phone call that put a smile on ur face. :) once in a while ~ ok la~ =.=

I know my blog is getting boring, because the fun size girl is having lesser party nowadays. Too good to be true. dont believe? my facebook photos prove all.

'服务员', this 3 words. sensitive issue. Dont mess up with me with this 3 words.
It is a bias case scenario. but YES, it just happened to be like that !
I DON'T CARE~

k la, enough being grumpy like a kid here. More assignments to go. I am moving like a tortise, not productive at all. GG.com

Till then, have a great weekend. :D

Photo in love

2010-05-07T14:02:00.003+08:00

Having fun in photo editing recently.
Not to say very good in that but oh well, just having fun on it. :D

BeE BeE ! How can i not miss u when i see this !

In love with good trips

2010-05-04T12:31:00.005+08:00

okay, pig friend been complaining that i did not update my blog. So, i m gonna update all now. hehe

Had a girls road trip to Barossa and Vistor Harbour. Driving was fun and I m in love with Peter L ! Had a really nice photoshooting in Jacob's Creek, jumping shoot ! thanks to the Bear photographer.

Queensland visits was great ! able to meet up yuin thing. Wayne, her bf was really friendly and helpfull. Thanks alot. What I love the most in Queensland is the beach, the waves especially. It was just simply awesome ! haha
Realised I m old, theme park is like no longer my type of thing, yet I m still enjoying ! :D

Joined the surfing trip organised by Uni. It was AWESOME GREAT ! LOVE IT MAX ! Its really my type of thing, wheeeee~ BUT, the result was wholebody aching, I guess is really a good way for muscle training. Hope to do it again. :D

Besides, Bear n I were having some photo printing at Harvey Norman. The price are really in good deal making me planing to print more photos. hehe

Assignments are pilling up, macam choo-choo train sial yet I m slacking like no body business. Damn me !

' Its hard to find someone who really cares u alot', I had a smile when read this.
I have a feeling, when the day we dont need each other as 精神寄托, the memories will be keep nicely, and that people will be stated as 'someone special'.

As someone said, sad memories wont last long, as it will end but the good ones will always be there'. I agree with this statement.

till then, is time back to deal with the choo-choo train. :)

Happy Easter !

2010-04-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

The difference of Malaysia and Australia timing are on new track, which is 1.30 hours difference.

Went LADY GAGA'S concert, it was NICE !
RAR RAR telephone ! HAHA
oh ya, the concert here did not come with encore. LOL
N so the concert end with BAD ROMANCE. A nice one !

Its easter week ! Eggs and rabbits are here ~ hehe gonna own them !

To add on: I m not in any relationship. Although we are really close till out of expectation.
But yeah, I just wanna hanging around.
I dont wanna involve into obligation nor commitment yet.
There is always an reason why m i holding this decision and i think it is still fine for the situation.

I might be foolish sometimes of holding some whateva shits it call but yeah, things are in grey which i decided to.
I hope someday / oneday, i can read myself clear. Or to be specific, till the day i decided to read my mind clear.

Anyway, apart from the grey's stuffs.
Looking forward for tomorrow Easter Party ! Wheeeeeee~ Rabbit !

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL !

Happie 22nd Birthday Spoonie!

2010-03-30T22:29:00.005+08:00

Time flies ~

Fork & Spoon has been together for 3 years.( according to spoon) LOL

and on the 31st March 2010 is her 22nd Birthday ! Yup ! all the very best to youuuu dear spoonie !

Time after time:

@ 19th

@20th

@21st

@22nd

Time still counting, so do fork n spoon !
HUGSSSSS
with love

Back in Aussie Land

2010-03-18T09:11:00.003+08:00

Dropped by Perth before Adelaide. It was a really nice trip and the awesome part was I get to drive in Australia ! muahahaha... yup yup ! A cool experience of driving 12 hours n more...wheeeeeee~
The very first experience of staying backpackers' accomodation was fun as well, haha.
Also, specially thanks to Boon n Jessie's friends who drove us around.

Apart from the trip, my new house is fine, getting to adapt the 'new' environment.

Visited house in Coorara, n there spoonie gave an awesome pressie ! Thanks !
Is an edited combination photos we had for the past 4 years ? LOL , yea,time flies~

For the past few days, back here, feelings wasnt that excited as I thought. Like something is missing. Yea, I think I m missing someone and I actually made a call. Yup, SO NOT ME!

After a long chat in Coorara, advices brought up. I got them all.
N I actually spoken to Mr. E as well. Decision is on me, yet I choose to turn it grey. I just dun wanna be clear. I m afraid of making the wrong decision.

Dear JY in singapore, how u been doing ? Are u doing alright ? NUS a stress place but I know u can make it with a blast over there !

Zincy Bear is just 5 floors away from me, she seems doing alright. Her housemates treating her fine I suppose. This daddy's girl is finally away from home n yeap ! she grown up alot ! I mean mentally, thats what I sensed from her ! Good one :D proud of you girl.

Dear Spoonie, dont get upset k, things will be fine. Tomorrow will be better ! Need help, let me know k. Hugs

Its been weeks I didnt get to webcam with family, coz i have not get my internet connection yet. Not to say homesick, just wanna see them if they are fine and do they miss me ? :p
n not to forget the so like me (short n round) BeE BeE ! miss hugging her !

Ohhhhhh welll, gonna buck up for this final semester ! Like gonna be those japanese who always tie a cloth on forehead saying 必胜??? LOL

Love to all.

Twen Teen Two

2010-02-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hi all, yea... i m officially Twen Teen Two !

Specially thanks to Animals friends and chen huey !
Omg, they are just too good in bringing me HUGE SURPRISE ! I seriously mean it ! LOL
The drama queen pig fren pretending she was emo,ask me go yum cha even in the 2am?
Then both chen huey and dog fren was hiding in the car n freak me out in a sudden !
My voice level reached MAXIMUM ! and luckily the glass did not break !
Yea, only people in the car knows what happen ! HAHA

stayed overnight at pig's place, had bacardi apple ! fuyoh damn on ! haha
then as usual chatted till 5am. then 9am for dim sum.
next, they forced me to choose birthday present and paid directly but the pressie was great ! I like !
Ang ang, huat ar ! haha

Dinner with family was good as well ! hehe

Wishes from friends and loveones, Efforts from friends and family, I appreciate them really much!

The sharp 12 call from Mr. Pork was sweet.

Ohya, not to forget the dinner in bangsar thou it wasn't for birthday purposes but its still great :D

oh well, i m now at this age, n i m kinda lost for my future. Is time to really have a plan.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !

CNY and Vday

2010-02-16T03:12:00.002+08:00

HI ALL !

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

May u all have an awesome year and on the special day !

Friend asked me HOW WAS MY Vday ?
Heres how i answered :

I received nothing ! but it is reasonable, coz i dun have bf.

LOL, I like my answer ! perasaanya~

But anyhow, me hereby wishing all having proesperity,healthy,happiness Tiger year ! RAWR~

Yellow

2010-02-04T17:48:00.002+08:00

Look at the stars,
look how they shine for you.
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

In love with this song, and Pret agreed with me. hehe

My dear ex-housemate are too busy clubbing.
Shit la, when is my turn ???
Me wanna be happening tooo... haha :p

Ben said I looks FAT when webcam with him. Shit... i know... n yea...i need to drop 3 kg ! ( ish, is just so hard to drop 3 kg)

Pret gave me a compliment on my display photo on msn. LOL... words that is kinda surprise when i heard coz it was suppose to be a word that never use to describe on me.

Still, miss JY.
Hope to see u soon !

And Fanny ! I have not been seeing you since i m back la ! U busy woman. haha.

Basically, this is post is up due to i m tooooo freeeee.... LOL
Hopeing to have something good for this summer break.

礼物`

2010-02-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

Love this song at the first sight / heard, intro by siew lin.
finally catched up with bear and mei yan. shopping was fun ! hehe
had sing k session with lin er, spoonie,qamal and kelvin yeoh. first time ever with this combination of group ( i refer to qamal n kelvin, LOL )

Also, not to forget the catch up session with my cousin sisters. How i realise time past that fast that the 2 used to be little primary girl has now turn up to be teenage. Listening story bout their school life was so fun that how i wish I am the highschool girl as well.

CNY is soon, dog fren , cant wait to see u !!
Gonna really catch up with the beloved animals fren.

Reached Malaysia, i feel that i m more dumbo.
Scene 1 : Kim Gary

waiter: Sorry, the member card cant be use, coz today is public holiday.
me: huh ? Then ?
waiter: Means, there will be no discount although u have the member card.
me: Owh .... ( shit, isnt that i should know well ? =.=" )

Scene 2: Traffic
As usual, my driving skills doesn't really improve coz people still like to bully me.
My parking skills, still sucks !

Scene 3: Money
I cant really know how to count the coins, seriously. I took so long to come out 70 cents in all 10cent, the cashier was like : Faster pleaseeeee... LOL

Things are still in between. Haiz....yea..... B* i know !

Malaysia Land ~

2010-01-20T01:36:00.003+08:00

Yeap , I am back from the kangaroo land, spending the summer holiday here.
The awesome thing is, i took the flight all by myself for the very first time. LOL

It might be something shamefull yet its true ~

Forgo sleep since 9am till i m on board the next day 6.50am flight, took a nap till i reach Melb.

Waited another 5 hours for my international flight to Malaysia.

The journey was tiring but great ~ hehe...

Carrying 4 bags wasnt that easy after all. My shoulder still aching.

n stupid Melb airport, luggage trolley need to pay $4 for renting it ! money sucker !

Got on ktm with mom today, found out that i actually miss adelaide tram .

finally get to drive after exactly 6 months ? n driving is fun ~ haha...

I asked karmen whether did she miss smith ? She answered YES ( actually me either LOL )

Sadly to say that BeE BeE didnt recognise me at the 1st night itself, she ran away from me... i was kinda upset that moment. But, the next day, she was all fine. She kissed me, n that claimed all for the previous night. hehe

Basically, is time to have catch up time with beloved friends.

More stuff to do yo ~

Photos :

* Kangaroo land from JerStar

* Its cloudy when reaching Malaysia ( from Airasia)

* The sombong dog

2010

2010-01-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

Bye 2009, Hello 2010 !

Time flies, yea...it really flies without me knowing.
2009,
the year I was 21,
the year I went through up n down,
the year I m away from my home,
the year I meet new people,
the year I got freedom which I desired,
the year I holds my own decision.

I realised,
how much I misses my home,family,
how much I misses my friends,
how great that webcam has created.

2010,
Its time to plan for future.
Its time to be matured.
Its time to really be independent.

Time does change things.

CHEERS ALL !
HAVE A GREAT 2010 !

Stalker

2009-12-29T01:27:00.003+08:00

Being a stalker is fun sometimes.. ( on facebook)
But when things appear n it actually strike ur feelings, thats no longer fun anymore.
After all, I m just not that wide acceptance on particular, which I thought I was ?

There will be always an end, I told myself.

Summer Station~

2009-12-17T04:25:00.004+08:00

Had a bad dream: SNAKE !

yea... and i m awake now in the 6am.

Anyway, lets talk bout something happie !

As i mentioned, summer station : Bitch on Beach. Yup, had it at Glenelg.

With Dear Karmen, Nabyla, WaiSum & Erbert.

It was 37 degree n the crowd on the beach is like WOW...

Sexy girls, Hot guys in a HOT DAY ! LOL

surprisingly, the water were really cooling !

1 word to describe the day : AWESOME !

Had steamboat dinner at neighbour's place.

tomyam soup.. really nice. Samantha, chef of the day .

apart from steamboat, we had drinking session... haha..typical unit 2.

The funny thing is, I found my long lost fake brother?? coz we have the same surname??

Result of the night : I was tipsy? drunk ? whateva~ ( oh well, typical me =.=")

I am craving for nasi lemak.... :(

Photo session:

*Steamboat ~

* things that only Asian does.. HAHA

* Yeap ! She has a nice Tattoo

Morning Earth ! Have a Good Day !

I SAYS, I THINKS,I FEELS

2009-12-15T13:24:00.002+08:00

What is the Most Romantic thing?
A huge bouquet of roses ?
A shining diamond?
My answer: seeing an old couple holding hands walking slowly on the beach.

The childish thing happens?
The girls in house bringing out their teddys for a night trip. LOL
yea...imagine that~

The LOL thing happens ?
Karmen named her teddy a damn full length name : Breakfast Butter Pancake

The dumb dumb thing happens?
Locked myself outside the house due to forgot bring wallet n key card, and none people were in the house. =.="

The happy thing happens?
Writing greeting cards n mail them to the one i love.
Webcam with family, BeE ,friends and someone~
Received a note message on my room door from dear housemate, when back from work.
Having confrence with my beloved PIG & DOG.

The most Random thing happens?
IS WRITING THIS POST ! HAHAHA!
but isn't this a good post? :p hehe

Cheers mates !

Summer continue~

2009-12-08T23:11:00.004+08:00

This week weather is way better than the 43 degree for the past few weeks. Its cooling summer !

So, what u think bout visit to strawberry farm & the beautiful victor harbour ? Isn't that a lovely weather to visit ?

Strawberry farm was awesome, unlimited strawberries were surrounded, that i though i m diving in a field of strawberry jam? :D

oh well, as a result, i bought 18 tiny jam on the day itself !

Had farewell dinner at wee seng's place as well, Wii was so damn fun ! I likey the band set ! haha~

Victor Harbour, I say it as a must visit place ! Beautiful scenery!

Besides, had 2nd crabbing in Brighton. It was a fail task, no crab but we got insanely pretty jellyfish. It was Colourfull !

hmmm, i m starting to be a little shopaholic nowadays which is not good, cant wait for the 27th Dec ! muahaha ! Shopping all the way~ woooohooooo

People starting to go back home land, that making me more desire to be home as soon as well. haha.. which that feelings did not even happen untill current.

Starting to like photo session:

*I like this .

* Strawberries

Cooked crab

The beautiful jellyfish i mentioned

Victor Harbour

CHEERS !

Crab - Ketam- Picnic on the Windy Jetty

2009-12-04T00:23:00.004+08:00

My first time crabbing. It was FUN !

Basically, get a big net + some stinky bait, then dump it into the sea n WAIT.

haha...patient is needed i said.

Picnic was fun too. Egg sandwiches, potato salad was made in the 3am before the visit day.

Food was served under the sun, strong cold wind & loud waves on the Henley Jetty.

Super strong wind that all our hair just messed up and tangled.

slightly chilling today, cant stand and wait on the jetty , decided to hide in the cafe instead. oh well...girls...

Got 7 crabs. Had 3 as supper just now. They taste Yummie !

It has been so long since I expose to the sun, n today I m finally a RED LOBSTER. yea...sun burn.

Photos of the day:

Look at that scenery.

Us who under one roof.

Night with music n alcohol~

2009-11-29T13:42:00.002+08:00

RedSquare ! But i think is overrated. It was not that great after all.
But most importantly, i enjoyed with my friends :D

The night that u reach the club after midnight, then u step out from the door in the 5.30am.
hmmm....... is kinda impressing. HAHA
Tasted ABC , Bacardi 151, tequilla... all them enough get u high all night.

I am tired of one thing, i guess is time to make a decision.
I m hurt when all my efforts inserted are all messed up.

Day of JOY

2009-11-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

It was like months since I webcam with BeE .

I was missing her like ' a mother missing the child ' ???? LOL ... wth

n today i finally get to see her on webcam... wheeeee....

She is like so Cute as usual ! haha

The funniest thing is, She stunt when i called her name over the webcam.

HAHA ! her reaction was just so priceless ! I LOVE !

even my housemates could hear me calling BeE BeE although i closed my door. yea....imagine the level of my voice~

Apart from BeE, I visited Handorf today ! like finally ~

Had some awesome unhealthy lunch ( coz is alllllll bout MEAT n BEER !)

The Best ever Cheesecake ! Or to be specific Creamcheese bread? or it name Bee Sting ?? Whatever~ as long it is awesome GREAT !

n i saw alot BeE's friends ! hahaha....there are dogs around that place ! haha

Me want to visit more n more places ~ Be a tourist ! LOL

Pictures of the day of Joy:

take 1

take 2

*Smile*

freeezzie summer

2009-11-25T16:20:00.002+08:00

exam is over... n i hope things go well.

So, whats next ??

muahahaha...party time n shoppings !
Summer Station: Bitch on Beach !
Is time to explore the land here, gotta do something interesting ! So that my blog atleast have something to write on. =.="
Yesssss, my blog is getting boring ~

There is an article appears in my mind for few days, gonna make it written rather than being kept in mind.

See u guys soon. Be back soon.

Sour

2009-11-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

'Its sour but dont cry', dedicate to my both animals friends.

dedicated to myself as well.

Life goes on~

'I know ur heart is somewhere else', these keywords are just like bingo when i heard. but i appreciate u read my mind, that made me felt u are such an understanding man i ever meet.
I didnt reply that, coz i m speechless. there is nothing in my mind to reply u, not even a word.

I misses you, but seems like things changed. Not like last time anymore, which i sensed from you. that feeling name sour.

My pig n dog, pls do take care and let the past and sourness behind, life is wonderful in front us.

CHEERS !
HUGS !

love,
Tsu

MARS BAR

2009-11-01T14:13:00.002+08:00

what so special bout Mars Bar?
oh well, its a GAY BAR... coool huh ?

basically, nothing much there, u will see 2 guys / 2 girls hugging or kissing each other.
but still, when u see some good looking guy BUT he is GAY !
sigh, what a waste....haha

anyhow, had fun there with my bunch of lovely friends as aparently the music in that bar was not bad...
had my high heels for bout 7 hours !
barefoot all the way back home, and short ride on a supermarket trolley..haha..things u only do when u r young !
reached home washed up, then u realise the sky was getting bright, coz the clock showed 5am.

haha, how long have u not been this crazy ? i asked myself.

oh well, 16 days to reach finals.
Good Luck.

Hot Spring

2009-10-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

How long have you not be happy ??
for the past weeks, i been far away to reach happy.
i was totally moody, emotional,angry......allll the nagetive bahavior~
i angry on tiny little things which doesnt make sense at alll !
HAHA...oh well~

anyhow, i m better now, i went shoppings, deserts,yummy dinner, treat myself damn good...
sometimes, spending money just make people HAPPIE !
HAHAHAAH...agreee???

Is spring now, but is on 32 celcius degree ! OMG is damn HOT !!!!
All my shorts, skirts n flops are finally out from my cupboard, coz they love sun !

I learn mahjong here...hahahaahaha....damn weird rite?? chinese game in ang mor country =.="
but stilll...more to improve..

anyway, exam is SOON !
here, good luck to all my love ones who having exam and soon to have exam.

Depression

2009-10-18T20:00:00.004+08:00

I lost my motivation to do assignment, is really fucked up feelings..

the moment u wanna stay home , stoning,even facebook failed to entertain me.

the moment u just dont wan to do anything, tiredness , emptiness, frustration & depression.

in love with james blunt-carry you home.

a nice song, slow ,calming, i like.

finals are soon... SOON !

arrrrrrrrrrrr...i wonder what i have learned ??

Depression, pls go away. :(

I always remember, the moment i fell, u on phone with me.

wasting credit by waiting me clear off my stupid tears.

willing to spent ur leftover credits n talk crap.

sometimes, it just feel so warm.

ask me dont always stay stagnant at that moment n move on with life.

yea, words from u, they are kept nicely.

deep touched

2009-10-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

Have been quite awhile didnt chat with someone, n we meet up in msn.
talked bout our recent, n he actually know bout my recent ( which dunno where he stalked from). He suggested that i should go for it coz he said is a good opportunity. n i asked him how bout him then?

he answered:
'dont worry bout me, i'm happy if u are happy, i've been spending my life to make u happy, so pls do it.'

the words above might be bullshits, yet they had just made me tearing.
coz i m deep touched.

yea, an emotional night.

中秋月圆

2009-10-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

visited Melbourne , it was a nice trip. Especially Great Ocean Road ! Damn ! love it !
shoppings was great over there, branded fans will love there, Guess, Nine West was like half price ? but yet, didnt grab anyone of them. oh welll ~
Melbourne was a nice place to visit ,shopping, night life, but still I love Adelaide . LOL

something sad bout my blanket, it was in serious damage after the machine wash.
Bought a new one, yet still dun feel like throwing my years of blanket.
n there i decided to sew it back.
while sewing, i remembered my dad used to sew back my baby blanket last time when it was torn.
yea... home.. missing them especially during some the festival like today.
received sms from friends back in malaysia wishing me 'mid- autum'.
daddy texted me asked did i get to eat mooncake over here, u wont wanna know, simple message will make me feel so home though i m far away.

watched 500 days of summer, it was nice , meaningfull...

addon:
i gained weight here ! damn !
arrrrrrr....needa do something on it !

spring break end, assignemnts are here ~
there goes my holiday~

XOXO

as peace as the sky

2009-09-24T18:20:00.003+08:00

i always love beach, because thats the place that give u peace in mind.
chilling wind blew, waves on rocks, kids laughter and dog barking..
i enjoy the moment by closing my eyes, familiar faces in my mind. I love doing that.

watched The Kite Runner, it was a nice movie. I m sure Dog fren love this movie / book as well.
Was having a nap, n daddy called by giving reason that the phone has leftover credit, haha...well... i know he miss the daughter. So do the daughter.

Friends are travelling during the spring break, or thier love ones are visiting them..
suppsoe to study , but then...haiz...as usual.. it just doesnt work... haizz...procrastinating~
not good not good

* Hallett Cove Beach

the day of being a lady

2009-09-17T18:45:00.003+08:00

My dear housemate - karmen got a free invitation to Studio 2000 for a makeover session and she is allow to bring a fren, n there she brought me along. hehe...

The studio was awesome that u feel the professionals, we were served by 4 professionals: front desk person(welcome), dealing documents person, makeup pro & the photographer ! Trust me, the photographer just amazed me. He looks like some nerd ( oooppsss sorry) but then, when he teahce / demo how to pose, gosh damn...he is just way tooooo good ! Not to forget, he got me my favorite red colour: red background with red leather sofa. HAHA ! just love them so much !

Too bad, those photos are too 'atas' to purchase, one small single piece cost AUD $ 200.... =.=" ... yea...try to convert that into RM. Anyhow, we had lotsa fun !! wheeeeee~

Due to the rules, we r not allow to take any photos with our own camera and even mobile phone need to be turn off. So, we only able to camwhore after our shots in our own room ! LOL

oh well, photos as below:

* Karmen & me

*she love this photo with a reason !

Royal Adelaide Show 2009

2009-09-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

Royal Adelaide show 2009, an annually event happen in Adelaide.
It was awesome ! Basically is a fun fair... yeap ! more than a fun fair ! They have winery tasting,exciting shows,games,rides......etc.
unlike Malaysia's fun fair, the event here even has exhibition halls , lots of showbags to purchase ! haha... dun ask me how much i spent on showbags.. ( anyway, is just once in a year) so yeah... i buy on behalf for my brother as well k !
called my bro on the spot:
me: eh, u like Man U stuff? or superman stuff?
bro: erm..i m not a Man U fans
me: then i get u a superman showbags k !
bro: how much??
me: $ 25, got t-shirt,clock,towel,...etc
bro: erm...dun wan la..
me: y? u dun like?
bro: no...i scared later u not enough money to use over there if u buy for me...
me: aiya... not a problem la..will get u one k ! ( got a pinch inside heart, didnt know he is so caring)

n today, i saw my BeE's friend on the street !
the dog was tied outside at a boutique shop, while the owner was shopping inside.
walked to the dog, n i called him( is a male) BeE BeE , LOL..
hugged him, played with the ears,paws, tail... just like how i treat BeE back home.
damn... i just miss BeE so much... n that actually made me emo awhile...

called my grandma that day, she was surprise for my call( can sense her joy over the phone), she is good, n as usual, she have her very unique style of 'nagging'..haha...
there she start all her unique 'nagging', but it wasn't feel annoying anymore but warm. Suddenly, i enjoy being nagged by her.

one coincident happen in my house ! haha
my housemate has exactly the same doggie soft toy on my bed back home !
i should bring that doggie over here..haha...

n so happen Aussie's Father's Day around the corner.
So, papa, Happy Father's Day !
(n now only i realise that Father's Day is not the same over the globe. LOL =.=" )

Recieved Dear Dog fren JY's postcard over the sea from Singapore ! HAHA !
awwwww... thats such as sweet one ! oh welll...is on my wall board now ! haha...

spring break is nearby, everyone has plans( going melbourne, goldcoast, perth,sydney,travell around).... but i dun have plan yet !!!!
cannot cannot, i must have something ! must have something ! :P

hmmm.... assignment season 1 currently call a pause, so basically, i did alot households, making pudding...n i cooked porridge for the very FIRST time ! muahaha....n apparently it taste not bad ~ hehe...

i miss baking cupcakes with Bear, n decorate them with icing, although they look like 'DaVincci' (Mah, 2009)...hahahaaha!
yea... hope everyone in Malaysia is fine, n slap down the H1N1 !

assignment season~

2009-08-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

yes....3 more assignments due in the same week.... n is like OMG... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

oh well....apart from that, few postcards was sent to my beloved animals fren n they arrived on their hands safely..haha...proud of that k... over the sea man...haha...

n DSM assignment here is totally different compare to Malaysia.. is totally totally different !!
so, whoever took DSM in Malaysia , u r real lucky ! haha....

karmen's mom visited here last week, n before she back to malaysia i hugged her goodbye, n that made me miss my mom.. haha.... ok la.... not homesick, but u know just miss her.
n my lovely housemate karmen n i chat in my room for hours, just the on the only topic -- OUR PETS. hahaha.....
awwwww.....BeE ........ i miss u ... can u sense it ???

thinking should i go back during summer break, but when i visited the airline website, god damn.... is RM3600 return for MAS. This figure just somehow hold me back from spending it..
but, CNY without the family, i prolly will cry alone in my room.. LOL
haiz....will see how then..... $$$$$$$$$

n one more thing, i m not shopaholic but when u see something that u love on first sight, u just dun care bout it... haha... so yeah ....i spent $50 for my leather bag... haha ! IS WORTH ! coz i love it ! oh well.... i already paid for it, n whateva reason will do.. hehe !

n something happen around me, was kinda frustrated, but anyhow, i will leave it, if it happens it happens.

BeE BeE......i dunno y....i miss u so badly... i wanna hug u... with ur round tummy... straight tail...long ears.. ur innocent face... ur bark... haha...

here comes with my beloved BeE:

* add on:
I MISS PIG & DOG FREN, MEI YAN, LALA,FANNY, LIN ER.....i just miss them alot !!!! :(
i miss LIONG's family.
i miss my little white car.

STILL LOVE MALAYSIA. haha

The 13kg DHL Box

2009-08-18T21:49:00.004+08:00

The daughter asked for mailing stuff over the sea, the dad fully pampered her, spent RM 300+ deliver the box all the way from Malaysia to Adelaide.

package arrived on 18/08/2009, 10.30am.

the daughter happily ran down to G floor n collect the 13kg box.

The box was heavy, yet deep inside her heart is more heavy.

its the feeling named Touched.

looking at the box, try to figure how to open the box, and end up decided open from the bottom.

every stuff was nicely packed, n is complete in her desired list.

yes, she is forever daddy's girl.

when the dad didnt see his daughter online for few days, he will text her asking how is she.

the dad who used not to online has learned on skype daily, while the daughter was too busy to on skype.

the brother told the sister that daddy actually act "reading newspaper" infront computer just wish to meet the daughter appear online.

The daughter is still not homesick, still enjoying the freedom.

however, the feeling of Touched appears.

with the appearance of the 13kg DHL Box today.

28km

2009-08-10T09:31:00.005+08:00

Cycled 28km to Henley Beach is defintely a great experience !

the payback is ass pain. LOL

I loved the Beach so much ! Is a must go place during summer !

U can see people walking their dogs there, n there made me misses my BeE so badly.

Life here is fine, getting used to it and enjoying it. haha

I was suppose myself will be having crazy night life over here, yet its not.

I m surprisingly good girl... like too good to be true .. LOL

Still, i m not homesick ! HAHA

but no deny i miss my BeE so much.

saw a dog guidance in tram that day, then fork ask: xian, u miss BeE BeE huh?

that moment nearly bring me to tears... haiz... BeE BeE, we webcam more often k ? LOL

I like my GI lecturer ! he is damn MAN ! fuyoh~ hahaha

tutors and lecturers here are nice, except for FRA tutor. LOL

People here are nice too. They loved to greet by saying : Hey, how ya doing?

is like a standardised sentence. haha..

visited few places, photos as below:

* Henley Beach

* sunset in Glenelg

* the whishpering wall

*victoria square

*along Torrens River

* nice place but i forgot the name..LOL

more photos will be on facebook.

Bye all.

影子

2009-07-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

他真的很像你。
我知道我不礼貌的看了他许久。
明明就人有相识，但你的影子依然存在我回忆。
原来，忘记还是不简单。
还是有点酸。

我，怕酸。

顿时，很怀念你以前给的拥抱。
它是多么温暖，多么安全感，多么实在。

the day of spending Aussie Dollar

2009-07-18T13:38:00.002+08:00

it was a whole day speding aussie dollar.
Day: bus ticket for 20 rides $ 22 , United Coloursof benetton purse $ 25 ( but it was awesome bargain! super worth ! )
evening: Harry Potter movie $ 12
night: pub $20

seee..... how i benefit the australia economy... LOL

but last night was a gone night for me i guess, it was not as bad as Poppy last time, but i know i m tipsy n talk super damn loud again~ haha

BUT, something happened and i just cant really remember !
i knew i got questioned some personal questions by them, but but but...i dunno what i have answered.. OMG

n karmen is telling me that.............. i was like oh no ~
susan was saying i tell out whateva i want. GG
according to them, they even recored the conversation.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! Gonecase.com !

just claim i have lousy alcohol tolerance.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i super miss BeE, her fatness n cuteness... i wonder will she miss me ? :(
but honestly, i m still not homesick yet... LOL

ADELAIDE , South Australia

2009-07-17T08:29:00.003+08:00

peeps ! my 5th day here in the aussie land.
everything here is fine n is very cold over here~
trying getting use to the weather here since is my 1st tme experience winter out of my 20 years ?? LOL

The place here was peaceful and great. People here are friendly. I m fine here with the help from friends, i feel lucky and grateful. Roomate was good and friendly.

back to memories, i didnt cry in KLIA but did it on the plane. I m sure the ang mor uncle next to me saw it ! LOL
imagine, watching Hanna Montana also can cry ~ oh oh oh..what a greatest joke !

currently, i m not homesick yet but i dunno when it come, mayb sooner or later.
Bear & JY gave me a bracelet n i m inorder not to take out till whenever..haha..
that bracelet is awesome, n when i see it shining on my right hand, i feel them.
this is what called the animals friends. haha
As i said, i m very grateful that i m loved by friends. BIG HUGSSSSSSS to u all ~

guess what? karmen, fork n spoon, kelvin n eric had a so called pillow talk in the winter last night ..LOL
haha..it was a great moment i can say.
anyhow, the conclusion from the pillow talk: life is misserable. haha
But, anyhow i know what is in my mind n i think that is the right way of dealing it. guessss so....
So, bear n JY, guess i m nearly same situation with u all... LOL

Visited Karmen's Aunt house n Glenelg Beach. The place was awesome ! too bad is winter now, if not it is definately a great beach to hang around.

Photos will be upload soon.
Hope u guys stay tune with me.

Love all.

back from up hill

2009-07-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

back from Genting today, basically, my few days back was fun but tiring.
11 of us visited there, having crazy fever night in a chill place.
ya, try imagine that.
with my killer JD especially. LOL

ya, i know i m always out of control after some strong shots.
talked super loud, n behaved like some 'siao cha bo' ? haha...something like that~

n ofcoz, being camwhore is a must for us... muahahaha... is super duper camwhore ~
add on ! i brought up the fever of purchasing the shoes, haha ! fork & spoon and Fanny got a pair.
while 3 more ppl is on purchasing soon. haha...
woohooo, i fell proud !

overall, we consider finished that JD bottle.
playing some ' spoiling friendship' games. LOL and Mafia as well. call me selfish ~ lalala~

haiz, i m seriously miss FANNY very much !!!!! u wont und the feeling of hugging her before i get into the bus. is just, words cant describe. I think i m sort of into the situation soon.
yes, missing someone is like going to be my routine before sleep.
faces flashing in mind.
ya, u know i miss u.

n i think i seriously lack of sleep man, the tipsy night i only able to sleep for 3 hours plus?
totally exausted.

anyhow, i did enjoy the Genting trip ! n looking forward the last call at Murni ~ wheeeeeee
ya..... sort of having weird feelings now. hmmmmmmm....

anyhow, still love u all.
tataz.

scared...worry...

2009-07-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

i m in scared....worries... sigh... n yet i dunno what cause that actually.
I m just scared of everything... everything include anything.. =.="
gotta balance it....

being miss independent? hah ! gonna see what will be the relying level soon..
lots of shoppings gotta do.... money splash !

started missing someone? yea... i feel that already.
n i been calling BeE for no reason, she also lazy to entertain me ~ hmph ! bad dog !

went murni with bear n gang, yummy...haha....my lovely cheese naan !
what else? dim sum , redbox, enjoy with the love ones, drive more.....etc. LOL
cant wait JY's arrival n we can chat overnight ! LOL
n BeE will welcome u with her most warm heart , haha !
BeE love human ! hahaha

hmmmm.....gonna be penguin, the cutest penguin i guess... hahahaha...
well... u guys know what m i talking..

n i wanna go shopping again, i missed a dress today, sigh, i should just buy it !
u know to meet a dress that suit my height is so damn hard k ~
i dun care ! that is my must buy item ! muahaha !
ladies.... jom shopping !

alrite, enough of being shopaholic. love all.

not to forget the date with this 2 lovely ladies @ Decanter.

* mei yan & fanny

* she with the lovely hot choc.

Charlie

2009-06-24T11:48:00.005+08:00

ATTENTION DEAR CHARLIE !

PLEASE GET BACK TO PHUA'S HOUSE ASAP, DO U KNOW HOW MUCH MEI YAN MISS U???

faster smell the way back home.... sniff sniff *

Dear mei yan, dun sad k.. i know is hard...but... hope u overcome it. HUGSSSSSS.

NEVER EVER

2009-06-20T02:01:00.004+08:00

Exam starts mext monday.
Basically, i dunno what m i doing. WTH !

And things doesnt go smoothly as i want, is all crap ! messed ! WTF
And you know what i hate most.
I think is gonna be sooner or later. Is there is there.

And how i miss JY omg.... the moment i hear the song '思念是一种病' , i though of her.
Gave her a call in the car, willing to forgo the parkings ( was waiting parking) and i found how comfort of doing that. Chated 20 min, and she und me well, asking where is the real me? HAHA... honestly, is here but is just somehow, u know.... yea...u know...

Seriously, i think i am sick of all those. They shouldnt happen , but they happen. So accept the reality ! Things has somehow wrong at the begining, is just i dunno why was i still continuing it and yes, i learned the lesson.
And I needa practice my financial knowledge since there are limitations. yes, apply cost budgeting as well. LOL

Received a sudden phone call last night, and I actually put a smile after the call.
Not bad, is a good one. ^.^

HAHA, JY promised go shopping with me.... wheeee, n u bear bear, i included u as well ! haha !
We shall bomb the Red Box again ! LOL
And mei yan, show me your GREEN EYES ! haha...

haiz... life oh life.
Life is sucks ( Chee Hau 2009)
Life is beautiful ( Qamal 2009)
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..whateva it is, i m sure things will turn better. As i m holding the principle of ' Tomorrow will be better' and i love that.

you wanna RULE THE WORLD, but before that let me ROLL THE DICE for you !

属于

2009-06-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

听到了，听懂了。
dropped by JY's blog, she posted this song.
唱出了心声。
一首常听的歌，原来我都没听懂它呢。
现在，听懂了。
郡瑜，我听到你的了，也仿佛听到我的。当然，只是其中几句。
是好的，显示不在灰色地带。
下次唱k, 本人优惠唱给你听！哈哈

在此，郡瑜加油！
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

看见朋友失恋，自己何尝没体会过？

失恋，很痛苦。
它不是什么大不了，不是什么伟大的事情。
但，它的杀伤力可强。
足于让你忧郁，低落，心烦意乱一整天。
这就是它至于死地的强点。
为什么要受它摆布？
不要让它打败你。
要从中学习，你会体会到意想不到的东西。
杀那间，你会笑自己为何浪费时间在伤心。
然而，也为自己的成长而感骄傲。
原来，自己始终是自己最大敌人和天使。
别说你做不到，你一定要做到！
别给自己借口，因为被它打败你就是最大的LOSER !
感谢身边朋友们给你的安慰与关怀，他们是你的耳朵，是你的肩膀。

朋友，时间可证明一切，加油！
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

哈哈，久违的chinese post.

RAWRRRRRRRRRR

2009-06-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz............ mei yan... i think i m gonna be like u... post emo post...LOL

basically nothing much..... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
crap crap crap !!!!!!!!

pls drop some good deal n i wanna u know.... gao tim..SOON

exam.... ms nadia is real helpful... i love her... but... gonna u know... squeese my brain as much as possible.

ok...high blood pressure due to the COLDNESS gained from Spoon & Bear.
I think can got kill cause of that. =.="

alright. WALL. E
jessie i miss ur WALL.E language.
in direct, I MISS YOU !!!!!

sigh, enough of showing emotion.
Bye humans.

multi feelings...

2009-05-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

I have multi feelings...
not really sure what cause that... but sometimes u just feel like u r in the empty area..
like helpless to yourself... oh welll....whateva~

things has turn off i guess, as i predicted.
it did not lasting.
slightly disappointed but it happen from what i have predicted.
so, there is nothing to be sad i guess.
this shows, is just not meant to be mine.
is a good thing mayb.

okay.... exam is real soon soon SOON !!!!
n the worst thing is... i dunno what is FA3 man... sigh... i need help for serious.
calling SOS !

& Random . enough or not?? !!!

let me tell u... pasar malam can made me be shopaholic ! =.="
n i still havent got my purse yet... which has been wanted for so damn long...
actually i havent meet the mr.right(purse).. i love to treat all my items as MALE.
just like how i treated my laptop...woooohoooo...

sigh... enough of crap.
bye human.

WEEKENDS !

2009-05-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

i love my weekend, why ??? coz.... JY visited subang... muahaha...

yup..we had a short but quality weekend !

totally eat, play ,spent... wooohoooo....

me n bear baked her cupcakes and with our so called DA VINCI dressing...

evil Julian shit face ! comment that ! u better watch out, or else we bake u a shit cupcake ! haha

the plans was as below:

Fri: Steamboat, eat till we overflow, and ofcoz ! i m the one who incharge the chicken wings.. LOL

Sat: morning: dim sum breakfast

afternoon: crazy shoppings and chen huey with us. and the craziest thing is... Popular is on promotion, the whole set of twilight cost RM 123, n me n chen huey got it like is a must ! hahaha...coz...is freaking good deal till is a must buy item !

yes, money flew~

evening: bear's mummy cooked us the super delicious ' spicy sour chicken' ... but somehow my definition of spicy has decreased, sigh,,, need some level up..

night: SKY BAR ~ muahahaha... yes... i drove there.. wheeee ... n i m so loved that place.. zincy is somehow tipsy that we can saw her head shaking along the music..hahaha

n the worst thing is.. on the way back, i dint on my lights while driving, some good drivers informed me by showing out their hand signal yet i didnt get them, untill i feel so dark then only i realised.. =.="

and... i got the wrong turning when back home from KL ..gosh, the feelings is like i m sesat in the highway of no where...damn panic... called chee hau for SOS, yet the line suddenly got prob n cant reach.. but anyhow, finally get safe reach federal before chee hau called me back..haha..

yes... i think i need to learn more in driving.. =.=

Sun: JY is back on Sun, but she will visit us after our finals... hehe...... i miss her !

some photos:

* Julian called it Da Vinci

* JY with our Da Vinci

* whee... girls.. MY,Bear,Me & JY

oh well.... good night people !

woooohooooo!

2009-05-22T18:06:00.004+08:00

hahaha.... i finally can hibernate like.... polar bear... haha !
for the past weeks, before i close my eyes, i saw the clock shows 5am... sigh...
imagine my panda eyes... or mayb a zombie looking.. damn freaking dead k...

n now, i m so going to pamper myself... yea.... treat myself my beloved ice-cream, shoppings, and ofcoz ! having fun time with dear JY as she is here in subang now ! wheeeeeee

omg...i got so many stuff in my shopping list.. how how how... my money will gone like a blink for sure...

n not forget to mention that my dear sudu is my Fa3 hero... hahaha... i heart her man...
yea.... using skype talk bout assignment, seeing each other '4 eyes' looks.. haha... greet each other good night as is already morning.. haha.... seee.... garpu dan sudu.

n i m so into Eason Chan song now... he always has great songs ! wheeee

n bear.... we suceeed in our mission i guess... hehe

n mei yan i miss u, n i m gonna meet soon... hehe.. remember zer0 interest , secure future value.. hehe.

alright, dear all. have agreat weekend !

hmmmm...

2009-05-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

have u peeps heard of the song 'flightless bird' ?
i think this song is the most romantic song ever... add on the TWILIGHT scene... haha...damn on.

i wish, one day to dance with you when this song is playing.
i wish, one day to hug u like there is no tomorrow.
i wish, to see ur smile again and again.
i wish, you pamper me in certain with all your willingness.
i wish, you touch my hair, hold me tight n show me that truely deep eyes.
i wish, we visit to the place where i wish and where u wish.
i wish, morning kiss from you.
i wish, you watching me sleep before you close ur eyes.
i wish, i look at you before you wake up, then i get to kiss you good morning at the moment u open your eyes.
i wish, you surprise me in good ways.
i wish, you give me a no harm world.
i wish, we can read each other mind like 70% ?

BUT, if one day, whenever you sense the love is fading, please inform me, tell me what you want and i think i will understand.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA....SUCH A ROMANTIC WHISHLIST.

ok la... nothing new, is just i m stealing sometime to release stress .
as i also sure that everyone has a list like this... is just the matter to post out like what m i doing now.. teeheee.. ^.^

add on:
1) Rindu Terhenti by Tomok. nice malay song, yes, i m not racist.
2) Lets start from here by Joanna
3) DAVID COOK is such a freaking HOT one.

oh well.... i m into David Cook madness.. LOL

My love to all of you. Sweet Dream love world.

Fainted

2009-05-13T03:31:00.002+08:00

Was damn sick last night as i think i fainted on my bed from 10pm to 7am.
suppose to wake up at 12 for assignmnet , as i even ask chee hau do me a favour to wake me up at that time, he did called.
BUT i failed to wake up, sms alert doesnt even alert me, as i only saw the sms saying: 'seems like u didnt wake up, but i guess thats better,rest more.'
only when i wake up this morning 7am.. =.= "

As a result, time plan messed up... GG .

M i sick ?

2009-05-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

i think i m sick.

not feeling good today, like something is having deep inside yet i dunno whats happening.
I m having the feelings of down.

walked on street, i felt down.
sit infront my handsome laptop i also mind blank.
talk to ppl i also duno what m i talking.
driving also not paying any attention n nearly got bang by car almost twice ! phew...

the feelings is like something not right, i dunno whats happening.
like i m going to die or what.
i suddenly miss alot ppl. Dear JY ,u the 1st one, then i miss bear although i meet her often.
n when i think back that i have my family and friends that love me so much, i feel like crying.
n not to forget BeE, she is the cute one ever.

if i die, the funeral better dun be sad, coz i love to see u all smile.
play my favorite songs... whateva jazz, slow rock, club hits...etc..
dun cry, blast all the music n open bottles n enjoy like go clubbing.
if dun want clubbing feel, get some nice cakes, deserts...some wine... have some chit chatting, gossips... etc.
make it simple yet elegant.

TOUCH WOOD !

okay...i think i m sick.
n while i asking ppl to cheer me up, conversation as below:

* february * says:
say something happy pls

chee says:
happy birthday

* february * says:
............................................

the LAME level is so advance . hmph !

in mind

2009-05-03T21:27:00.002+08:00

the 1 week break is finally end... yes...dun ask me what i did on assignmnets... coz i been slacked for the whole damn week ! f-ing guilty now.... sigh... the usual habbit is never change...

however, apart from studying, i actually had something within the week:

1) homemade choc founde & baking cupcakes at Bear's house with MY & lala as well.
2) drop to PJ pasar malam just to get the hair iron then yum cha with fellow friends at Island SS2.
3) made up my mind on something that had somehow drove me abit miserable.
4) sort of in love with the newly discovered DKNY Blossom Pink bottle.
5) had a little birthday celebration lunch with my NS mates at Sunway.

Yes, time past damn fast. The moment we talked bout our past 3 years life in NS is like we were still living with memories.. haha... never ending topic.. although it has been 3 years back thingy.

And there i viewed back all my past photos, smiling faces were shown. I wonder will that smiling face remain till the end of life. Till then, i realise i m living with good memories, cant really remember my sad one as i think i have forgot that pain, well... is a good one. Time really heal. haha..

人说打铁要乘热，但铁已冷了，好啦，无言了。
自己仿佛不再是以前的热血澎湃的性格了，冷静了。应该是好的，至少减少冲动，免了以后的不好。来日方长，不急于一时。

嗯，好久没写华语了，好像退步了。哈哈

KL-JB-SG

2009-04-27T18:44:00.004+08:00

hello humanssss..... haha... i m back ....

went for a few days trip down to JB & Singapore with bear & spoon

finally meet up jessie and her beloved jason... yes...she is into the sweetness love ever..haha...

glad to see that..

jessie's mom was nice, she cook us dinner...

jessie's dad looks damn young at his age..

n jessie's sista are nice.. da jie & biba..

yea... puduraya was hell panic once u reach there... LOL

like got force to buy ticket and enter the bus...

but anyhow, it was fine...

spent kinda amount of sing dollar... omg.... pain pain... but Anna Sui is with me now... wheeeeee....

meet up JY & oscar at vivo city too...

singapore was damn hot...

however, the hotness increase when there are lots of ang mor walking around u...

omg..they are just simply HOT !

Danga Bay was fun.... again we were the crazy noisy one among the whole place there... LOL

cycle till the bike also rosak half way..haha...

but poor bear was sick again after the whole day... her back bone condition turn worse..

bear...better take care k... we r having homemade choc founde soon... lol

few photos here:

* bus to puduraya

*bus to singapore & we actaully missed the bus,so we have to wait in kastam

* singapore- city hall

* meet up JY at vivo city

* our crazy bike at Danga Bay

** add on: We saw Pretib at Johor Bus station, like seriously, coz that guys looks so alike Pret. But pret no worries k... u r better... LOL

more photos will be on facebook.

Good Day people !

my love & my dream

2009-04-20T12:25:00.005+08:00

MY LOVE~

ladies & gentleman....

let me make an annoucement here...

we are finally together.... yes.... finally....

i love him at my 1st sight...

i waited for so long.... so long....

the waiting moment is just word cant discribe...

dear,
i promise i will love u with my sincerity, i will loyal to u... coz i love u so much.

i m sure u didnt know how much i love u... but i m telling u here....

heres a picture of him:

tadaaaaa...

told ya .. he is damn hot....

just agree with me.... hehe

HAHAHAAHAHA.....I know is a damn lame post... but isnt this is fun ??? hahaha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

MY DREAM PLACE : AEGEAN SEA

Aegean Sea...anyone heard of this place???

i think this place will be the most wonderfull place ever... is like perfect!

yea.... my dream to there...my dream.....

imagine, have a wonderfull honeymoon there...

just relax & chill there like no mans island....

that will be so greatly romantic...

okay okay.... i m dreaming for sure....

back to reality... i know iknow...

good day pepo !

HUGGGGGGGSSSSSSS

is all bout Birthday

2009-04-16T22:54:00.006+08:00

Chee Hau's 21st Birthday:
venue: TGIF sunway

this fella very not tolerate, took me 10 mins drag him enter TGIF... hmph !
u better say thank you... LOL :p

* his " favorite" standing on chair... lol

* part of the speech

* kelvin looks sexy here.. LOL

* Qamal

* Aaron the busy boss

* the girls : clare, forkie & spoonie

* the group photo

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March Babies : Sue ying, Karmen & Spoonie

venue: Zanmai sunway

* the girls

*the males

* the group

* forkie & spoonie

~Both clebration is planned by me but also with the help from Kelvin.. TQ !

priceless

2009-04-04T17:52:00.005+08:00

watched Twilight , yess... i know i m outdated... lol

anyhow, this movie i rated 4.5 stars...wooohooooo !

is good, is nice, is GREAT !!!!!!

watch, Shopaholic too.... is a crazy funny movie.. make u laugh till u forget to care bout your own image. LOL

viewed through all my photos last night, n i found them all so priceless..

The moment i smile when i see them.

Here i share some here. lol

* hahaha...BeE

* we r the sporting cousins..

* the cuties

* siblings

* this one is the most priceless !

* fork & spoon caught in camera.

* human nature..oh welll...

* i dun und y i smile so hard.. lol

* stoned

* another human nature... LOL

Good Day to all ~

not making any sense !

2009-04-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

BeE just love to round around, n so happen today her colar untie and she ran away from guidance.

so happen she ran into my neighbour house( Malay) compound,
faster ran in took her out, sincere apologize to encik, SORRY , my dog terlepas, sorry.
encik reply : what u mean by sorry ? ! ( sense the anger)

dear all, pls tell me how u feel ???
i know they have some said in their religion that dogs are some unclean thingy.
but that reply, just made me kinda pissed !

u can have tons of cats that love to pee & shit at my house compound, n now my dog just accidently walk in ur compound, n u show temper !
been tolerated for years of ur catsssssss behaviour, n finnaly stop since BeE arrival and guard them away to enter my house.

n that reply just disappointed, whateva tolerance should just F* off... OFF !

I am not racist, but this just real pissed me off !

2-0 ManU

2009-03-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

when u though u r free from it, yet u discover the deepest part that had been hidden so nicely like 12 feets undergruond ???
just.... ignore it.
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Zincy is back from singapore.. haha... she bought me my favorite Orange flavor eclipse.. & the card sticker( winnie the pooh)....wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
she is just love me so much... hahaha
i heard from her that our dearest JY has slim down, the moment i heard that.. got a sudden pinch in my heart.
i was like: JY, u must be very stress over there, the feelings is like u feel heart pain for her although girls usually love the word SLIM, but the feelings is different because is stress over there that killing her.
then,on phone zincy ask me: tsu, u crying?
me: hahahaha...what to cry about?? ( but she know me well, she know how i feel in that moment)
so dearJY, hang on a little while more... u will be in holiday ! that time i must make u fat.. hahahaha

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A fren said: U cannot be with us when Man U is on game, everytime u with us, Man U sure lost !
hahahahaahahahaha.... m i that powerfull that i can make Man U lost??? haha
but quite true also, 2 times proven. n yesterday.... 2 -0... Rooney red card. ( show temper la )
then i thought of dance king Pret who is at kangaroo land, i texted him, coz his beloved Man U lost. haha, he replied me: ManU is sharing their winning, sharing is caring. =.=
Pratib.... dun hide hide k.... hahahaha... hmmmm...kinda miss them over there...

n last night, i saw that cute face... haha... that scene still in my mind now.. that i didnt realise i always have a smile wheneva i think back. haha.

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dear hot Karmen got the most wonderfull dress i meet, haha.... that dress just match the definition of Hot & SEXY... haha...
if i have any superb happeing event, i will sure put that one on me...hahahahaaha
that dress just.... just... HOT !
oh oh oh... karmen's house was great ! ... n i think Huskeee love me... haha...coz he show his love when he saw me... =.="

dear mei yan ,
i know u still havent get the enjoy & happy in monash now, but soon k... give urself sometime, i m sure u be doing great over there.... no matter what happen, u got us... we r all here for u... just talk to us.. yes... the kepo us that can talk non-stop even for 24 hours... hahahaha
big huggsss girl... u will overcome all the obstacles ! have faith.

good day to all~

2009-03-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it just doesn't really matter already.
yes... doesnt matter...
thats what i always told myself.
have a wider view, wider heart, deeper breath , better positive view.

yes... the best is dont ever mind it.

found my love one !

2009-03-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

i finally found the one that is exactly my taste !
the moment i see them, i said to myself : YES THATS absolute my taste!!!

i was once love Coach very much, but as u know the price r like far end that i gave up my dream.
n that day simply walk in Fossil, n i saw the purse !
omg! is exactly my taste ! yes yes yes!

the love is like so extreme that i m thinking should i pamper myself and get it !

too bad it didnt have any discounts although mega sales is on .....
should i get it ???
sigh sigh.... money matter....

i m so so so so so so so so love it !

n i m getting more crazy when i visit the website... oh no...there are others i like too... exactly like them very much !!!!

the link as below:
http://www.zappos.com/n/es/d/722669895/page/1.html

oh no.... someone please stop me from spending money... advice me not to simply spend money~

hmmmmm....

2009-03-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

ups n downs.... roller coaster....
sometimes i wonder m i having PMS but then... is just not.... confusing la
frens around r having plans for future, n i wonder what plan i having for myself now ???
in this 21 should i really plan for my future 10 years?? or atleast 5 years?? lol

i always call myself ' independent' but what is the actual definition of that word??
as i said, i m so indepedent yet so dependent.. seee.. how confusing...
i though i know myself well...
I DUNNO WHAT I LIKE BUT I DEFINATELY KNOW WHAT I DUN LIKE ( TSU 2007)
this phrase i been used for years... but now i really wonder do i really know myself well....
life is just sometimes confusing...

there are so many decision to decide, and is the matter of ' the way to heaven / hell' ... sounds abit over but i feel it.
life is just like that.. is really just confusing.undeciable.
hmmmm.... is emo post !

sometimes, when i see friends around me having frustraion and problems... i dunno y....i will feel them as well....
the feelings is like i so wanted to be beside them n hug them....

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but but but.... muahahaahahahhaa..... i got to visit one of the club in herritage row... muahaha !
the place where desired for years n finally get there ! woooo hoooo !
n thank you daddy for allow me go ! hahahhahaah... i love u daddy !
n my lovely dear brother actually waited me home in the 3.30am - 4 am coz he even can tell what time i home the next day ..hahaaha...
see i m loved again. hehe

yes... good day to all ^.^
n i love u all.

1st SAMAN in life !

2009-03-11T21:21:00.003+08:00

Dear MPSJ, i dun hate u... but i dunno how to like u !

on this 11th March 2009, i got my very FIRST SAMAN in life !!!!

damn it..... RM 80......

i parked that place since class started.... was no prob after all... n now u suka- suka SAMAN !!!!!

imagine...u walked fast under the raining day... n faster jump into the car then while u gonna start engine... DAMN ! u saw the "MPSJ" logo paper on ur windscreen !!!!!
allow me to be rude.... the feelings is damn FUCK !

money gone just like that !!!! arrrrrrrr.......

nvm ! is fated is fated... haiz... life life....

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but but !
i m so happy now.... yes... i can see my smile face...ahahhaah
smilling like no reason... hahahaahaha
* JY if u r infront of me now, i confirm i will hug u n jump around !!!!!

i see the word call L.O.V.E... yes... this 3 years drama finally got something !
hoooooray !!!!!!
i m serious happy for u girl.... yes... yes... yes !!!!!!!

what a hyper night...hehe....

oh..... i cant control myself smilling now.... BIG HUGS JY !!!!!

BeE 's birthday !

2009-03-06T23:12:00.005+08:00

yes.... it is BeE's BIG 1

Happie birthday !!

n she got a cup cake for her birthday ! hahaha....

photos as below:

* BeE: i got present?

* let me check it out~

* a cake... wheeeee ~

* what u guys singing? can i eat now ?

* make a wish !

in the end the cake was fully finished by BeE. HAHA

repbulic 050309

2009-03-06T13:45:00.004+08:00

first time to republic although i pass by there like N times.... lol

went with all my lovely foundation buddies... yea.... is like our time gather 2 years back ? haha...

that time we all was so young... but now.... WE R STILL YOUNG ! muahahahaah

got a bottle of vodka, beer & some cocktail.... wow.... that cocktail is damn nice ~ haha...

group of 12 ...lagi crazy...hahahahaha....
yeala.... finish the bottle then start dare here n there.... hahaha.... come la... i very sporting wan ! LOL

but overall the night was great ! absolute great !

n i think in the end i got tipsy n start mumbling which i dunno what m i talking bout.. =.="

n thank you CH for the ride ...

oh welll... the usual camwhore us.... took 101 photos just in that night itself... LOL

photos will be on facebook.

* US

* the girls.

good day to all... ^.^

end of internship

2009-02-28T22:19:00.006+08:00

The 3 full months of internship is finally end.

My this summer break can consider no holiday but is good that i gained something different.

altough i complain lifeless lifeless... but is still good anyhow. ^.^

what i can comment is people there treated me well...

get to social with different people is my favorite ~ haha...

the most happening is they got a farewell lunch ( beasr besar one )for me.... cool rite??? hahahaha....

i feel proud~ :p

appreciation to all....

Photos as below:

* LVP sales admin

* my sifu in sales admin

* the shipping team

*Juan

* Shirley, who always call me small girl... haha

* part of the finance team members

Thank you all.

THANK YOU

2009-02-23T22:29:00.004+08:00

thank you for??? yes.... to all my beloved girls....
thank you for all the supports throughout my down season....
thank you of not leaving me behind, but u girls actually walk slowly n wait i catch up the steps one day, yes.... and i can say i m running now towards the steps i been stopped last time...
thank you for all the supports.... n i m here really heart u all...
i m so glad that i have u all, u all been so patiently insert bits by bits to make me go forward, and i know i actually dissapointed u all...
sorry...
but now...i can proudly say that the ME is back soon ..real soon.... few steps more... slightly few more, then i will be same line with u all....

cant wait to start college and have the joy time with u all !!

once again THANK YOU !

yes...i realised , i understand and I m gratefull of what u did to me.. TQ HK
love,
tsu zian

18/02/2009

2009-02-20T20:08:00.003+08:00

yes....i m official 21st !

yet i m still teenage ! why???

i will calling myself AS TWEENTEEN ONE ! XD

I had a great birthday this year...yes....greatest ever !

i love u all...

went melaka one day trip for my birthday ...woooohoooooo!!!!!

with spoon,siew lin,kelvin,chee hau,triston.bryan & qamal

i m so loved by them... yes...thank you all...i really appreaciate !!! hugsssss

had a great eating time there, beach,sun , joys & laughter !

yes....we had our "babies" time...( internal joke)

n thank you both chee hau & kelvin for being the driver whole day long...

*photos will be upload soon on facebook once i get the complete collection, as kelvin say we got 300+ photos in his professional camera....HAHAHAHAAHA....

later night, reach subang SS15, mei fang, sue ying,greg, clare, kok, pooi lay & bazz join us at OLD TASTE kopitiam... muahahaha...bigger group okay....hahahaaha

n there they making fun of me n chee hau, nvm... i very sporting wan... as long u guys gain joys... LOL

alot obsence vidoes & photos r taken.... haiz...luckily is in my camera.... if not i m sure they spread all over the world... hahahahha

but anyhow, i m really glad what u guys did for me k... really feel like crying d.... BIG HUGS !!!!

* group photo of the day !

Realistic is not materialistic

掉了

危机？ 稳定？

Angry like asam laksa

Eat.Pray.Love

Fucking hates you sometimes

Demand Demands

A yet to send letter

The awesome night before February ends

My Smile weekend :)

K.K.J Day

Valentine's Day

Tell Me About It

Sour

Sleepy Max

Calm mind brings good outcome

Short

How do you see things ?

Tears don't buy

Baby Steps

I m glad in a way.

away from reality

Love on First sight

MONDAINE A669.30305.11SBC EVO BIG DATE LADIES WATCH

Photo Love

Honeymoon with Spoonie in SYDNEY !

11th August 2010, One of my Big Day

Tasmania, explore the possibilities

Trips

Officially missing you

Scams

Fraudulent

Heard

Songs

If we ever meet again

time time TIME !

never understand when bad mood comes

mood swing

Ebay

Photo in love

In love with good trips

Happy Easter !

Happie 22nd Birthday Spoonie!

Back in Aussie Land

Twen Teen Two

CNY and Vday

Yellow

礼物`

Malaysia Land ~

2010

Stalker

Summer Station~

I SAYS, I THINKS,I FEELS

Summer continue~

Crab - Ketam- Picnic on the Windy Jetty

Night with music n alcohol~

Day of JOY

freeezzie summer

Sour

MARS BAR

Hot Spring

Depression

deep touched

中秋月圆

as peace as the sky

the day of being a lady

Royal Adelaide Show 2009

assignment season~

The 13kg DHL Box

28km

影子

the day of spending Aussie Dollar

ADELAIDE , South Australia

back from up hill

scared...worry...

Charlie

NEVER EVER

属于

RAWRRRRRRRRRR

multi feelings...

危机？稳定？